* my first two design

this is two of the design that design and sew by myself.
this is the first time i completely done a dress using different measurement. what i mean is i draw the pattern using their both measurement and not the standard measurement( models size)
im very happy that both of them dare to wear the dress to their prom nightz...and they trusted me. =)
but i feel sorry to hui, coz that dress is actually not really fit on her.and got prob on that dress.
i also feel sorry to shi wei, because i told her that i will bid crystal on her dress, but finally i didnt, because i cant get the crystal on time to sew it.
sorry to both of you.but i'm really happy that both of you dare to wear the dress i sew to your prom night..
THANKZ~~

have a clearer view of the dress

* this week working

finally finished my two days working period in this week. die man... luckily today got more things to do. but then why the time still pass so slow??omg!!! @.@ i still got 4 days to go...die man...

* im not a dancer?

am i really cant be a dancer?
but i really really hope that i can be a dancer.. why not?
im not passionate with it? but i really loves dancing.
why cant i be a dancer? i seriously hope that i can enter those life. friends of dancers! why cant i?

* laopo's present

my dear laopo...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!

i didnt update my blog, that's why cant wish you here on the actual day...sorry. =(

hope you like my present. because i really dont have money to buy you expensive present.actually i really wanna buy you something expensive and useful. but then, i no time and no money...so finally just use han's idea to sew you a 'bag'. (he actually asked me to sew you a hp cover, and your jie suggested me to sew you a pencil case. because i just give her two choices. either hp cover or pencil case)

actually i wanna sew you pencil case too..because the 'NEE' too big to sew on top of a hp cover. but....why the final piece is not pencil case?that is because after that only i realise i dont have zipper. @.@ that time i really gonna faint.

anyway...really hope you wont mind.. that 'NEE' i really use my heart to make as beautiful as i can. (p/s: thats my idea, not han's, haha)

i wanna make more words..that day went to sungei wang wanna buy it, but then dont know why went there but forget d., that why cant continue.very sorry.actually i still wanna put a pair of earing or a necklace inside.but.....because of my be liang spoilt my plan, make hui and me cant buy you present.dont angry or dissapointed on us ok? =( really sorry...

hope you all the best in the new year. already 21st years old...really dont waste your study time already... take care always.... wish you everything goes smooth....

love you always...~~ muakz~~ hope that our relationship really dont have a single of secret. like a real best friend. hope so.

* shoes i bought for work

this is the shoes that i bought it for work..is this nice??

no??? =(( but fo rme, i feel is not bad wo...plus it is really comfortable. but.......no matter how comfortable is this shoes, still, my leg was tired like hell....this time is tired more than pain....althought is much better than before that two days. i still not going to continue working on Jan 2010. thank you!

*suffer during working

finally..FINALLY!!! i finished two days working at pavilion.
really KILLED me.

i am working at a retail shop every two days per week. this is the shop that i love since the first time i saw his design from a magazine.so when i heard that they need a partimer, it attracted me.even though i knoe that it will be very less people going into this shop. but i didnt though that will be boring like hell.! because i am facing financial problem (plus, i love this designer's collection, wanna have a look in his shop), finally i just accepted this job. i worked from 10am to 7.30pm.start from dec will be 10am to 8pm. that 30min already can bring you to hell. @.@

the first day:(tuesday)
i dont really have any plain black tee or shirt, but finally i found a sleeveless shirt.black pants?now only i know that i dont have any plain black pants.so i just wore a black pants with white top stitches.shoes? gosh!!! i dont have any black shoes.heels, i got.but shoes? so finally i just wore black heels.because i really didnt imagine that will be so suffer.

when i reached there, i was really happy.because the collection is really nice, exspecially the heels and bags.DAMN LOVE IT!

my job begin, first i check the stuff in the shop and store, after that clean the table.(actually already very clean, now i know why, because they got nothing to do, will will mop it when got a very tidy dust)then my job was..............................STANDING! the manager do tell me all the name for every bags and shoes. now i know all of the shoes and bag do have their own name.
i walked the whole shop repeatly. and my job was just STANDING and still STANDING..
can imagine that i stand for 9HOURS? without sitting.REALLY!is totally 9HOURS!(excluded lunch time) really killed me. @.@
the first customer that bought a card holder was our secondary senior. my god! didnt thought of saw 'him'.
half way of working. the manager asked me about my shirt , heels and also pants.

so..in the sencond day..(wednesday)
i wore the same pants, black, but with white top stitches,and i borrowed from nee a long sleeves tee, and i wore mum's long long time's ago shoes..gosh!!this shoes really killed me.. its more suffer than i wore the heels on the first day . maybe is not my size, that's why is more suffer and pain? i dont know.

same..my job was the same as the first day. i STAND STAND STAND again for 9HOURS.. but this time i do have squats on the chair for a while. but it doest helped alot for my leg and feets.i wanna keep on go for toilet, so that i can rest for my leg, but i dont dare.

conclusion....
my leg almost break at the moment.even i reached home, still can feel the pain....i MISS sml alot at that time. feel that studying much better. i dont understand why they can work for so long at this kind of shop. boring till............lllllll like hells.. serious. i rather work at some shop that very busy than those quiet shop like this.maybe because my colleague not as talkative as i thought, so will increase the boringness.
but i was happy that i saw the secondary senior, nancy foo, victor goh, if i no mistaken, a girl that was marie claire's editor.

i dont understand why they will buy so expensive stuff.
a father bought a pair of heels (that i like) for his daugther, cost rm3k. gosh! kind of expensive heels, they also buy. izzit they dont know where to use their money? now i felt that ALDO is really cheap. i think i could get one though.haha!!

sorry han...give my work for the last 8 days ok..i wanna have some money in my bank. hope u understand.i know that u saw im suffer...but after i get a pair of shoes..maybe will be different, right? ( i hope so..=( ) thanks for caring...

* 5th anniversary 6th Novenber 2009

my 5th anniversary with han!!

my 5th anniversasry is on 6th Nov, which means is also han birthday. =)

how do we celebrate his birthday and our anniversary?

birthday: we were at bali since 4th - 8th nov. actually WE (rbee and me) do plan a surprise for han, but then finally we just help him to celebrate at kuta beach at night, 11+pm.

~~we were having our walk at kuta street, han saw the 'burn' keychain's stall, and he was interested with it.he wanna make it for his G2DI's colleagues. because angelica, rbee and young cant wait for us, so they said maybe we can meet up at kuta beach opposite mcd at 10.30pm. so just left han and me at there waiting for his keychain done and 3 of them continue their window shopping (?).

when we done, it was just nearly 10pm, we are tired of walking so just went to kuta beach earlier to wait for them.i was sitting on the beach and thinking how can i celebrate han's birthday?since all of them forgotten, what can i do?i cant think any plan for it already.so i just give up.

han was chasing the crab.because the beach is quite dark, so he cant really get a crab.haha! nevermind la.. =)

when the time reach 10.30pm, they haven reach the beach..i forgot what time they reach, because i didnt look at the time actually.

finally they reached!! i saw rbee is holding a box of coffee bean packing. at first, i taught is their coffee or what. after that rbee took it out and i saw it was a small cake.like a cupcake.only i know they went to get a cake to help han celebrate.they didnt forget.i doesnt thought that they will help him to celebrate.i felt so.......thank you (dont know how to describe my feeling at that moment).

so we just help him to celebrate on the beach.a supa simple celebration, hope you wont mind,darling. HAPPY BIRTHDAY 09'!

anniversary: we didnt celebrate our anniversary. but i get a 'burn' keychain as my anniversary present.although is just a small and cheap keychain, but is really nice.and i really like it very much. serious! THANKZ darling! sorry that i didnt give you anything.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 09'!

my 'burn' keychain from bali 09' each of us have one =)

* opps...

now only i realise i didnt update my blog for more than 1week....it lots of things happen during this week....but i cant share with all of u already... haihz~~ nevermind.i will try y best to update everyday, ok?? =)) wait for me to update ya....

* autograph session of a pretty women and cute guy

who are them?they are 阮經天 and 楊謹華!!
the session is actually start at 3pm.but i told hui that no need to go so early, because sure they late reached. plus, i dont really want to wait at there for so long.
we really reached. they almost finished sign their dvd, and stand up to let us take photo.
actually feel like buying one set of the drama to sign.but then feel like really wasted.because hui already have 2sets of that drama.

p/s: if the photo can upload, will upload here.

* my FOURTH 21st birthday celebration 09' @ my house

lets update something that pass few months ago.haha!i wanna everyone know that i had so many celebration in my 21st birthday!

that's my fourth birthday celebration in this year.after this year, i already 22. =( sounds old.

thankz for everyone that came to my house just to celebrate for me...i dont know is whose idea, nee???or han??? if im not mistaken, should be nee right??? anyway, really thankz~~ im just feel surprise that why is hoe, soon and yik came.hahah!!!

is was happy and unforgettable for my 21st birthday.first time got 4 birthday celebration!! haha!!!

THANKZ~~~!!!!! again!!!! to everyone that help me to celebrate, no matter is first, second, third or fourth celebration. REALLY THANKZ THANKZ THANKZ~~~!!!!

* happy BELATED halloween!!! pyjamas party!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! (belated)

group picture!

cute little bibi..he is heavy... @.@dont know what justyne give him to eat everyday.

before the party start!

after all of us and BIBI 'dress up'! let's enjoy the party!

had party last night at justyne house. plan to have pyjamas party, but ching and young didnt brought their pyjamas.finally i just put on my pyjamas top.
i played till 1am only go back, reached home already 2am..first time...again! haha! play till 2am only reached home, without calling by my mum. although mum called me on 11pm, ask me to go home,she speak softly to me..but i still play till 12.30pm only go home.THANKZ again HAN for fetching me from justyne house.even though you dont know the way, but you still came to fetch me.

CHIVAS, SNACKS, PEPSI (because dont have coke), REDBULL!!! for last night! with guessing game.haha!

before the party started, we went to have our dinner at klang.omg! we meet up at 6.30pm.reached justyne house at 10.30pm. -.-'' just because we went the to klang to eat bak kut teh.

pictures is here, just click it if u r interested:

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/album.php?aid=156256&id=589614047

* driving day!

because of last night.makes me fed up of driving!
im actually a love driving person. just because of yesterday night, i stuck in the jam for almost 3hrs.. what do you think?fed up, angry right?

last night already makes me hate driving, today decrease the percentage of HATE! (but i am still love driving at this moment, just blaming here.)
know why?let me show you my 'time table' here.(just roughly put on the time)

6.45am-7.15am : send my brother to school and reached home
8.50am-9am : go to work and reached my mum's shop
12.15pm-1.10pm :fetch here and there and send them to tuition, then drive back to shop
1.30pm-2pm : drive to hospital.
3.10pm-4pm : back to shop
6.15pm-6.30pm : fetch han
(then han's turn to drive us to the concert and supper till he reached home)
1am-1.15am : drive home after drop han home (after the concert)

can you count how long i stay in the car for this whole day?
my god..if i everyday have this kind of time table, sure i will hate driving... luckily my time table not like that.just on every saturday. my time table will just bit relax than this time table.

* digi unlimited music LIVE concert.

AAR aka All-American Rejects

i TRULY DEEPLY fall in love with them!!

i LOVEZzz live band concert, but what i dont like about it is they make us need to wait for them to change their instrument everytime the next turn of every band.this time we wait for 40minutes.OMG! wait till i damn tired. i nearly fall asleep when i was standing and waiting.because of that, my mood was really bad. i hate standing to wait for so long. But at the moment they came out, my mood turns good!haha!luckily we didnt reached there so early, if not, sure we die at there. =p

i know han feel that we will late if u-turn to fetch angelica's brother right? i know you dont want to miss AAR's performance, am i right?luckily angelica's guessing are right,AAR is the last band to perform.so even we reached there around 8.30pm, we also considered reach on time, right?because we are not late.hehe!

this is all the finished dim sum's plates.hehe! i first time eat dim sum at night.somemore is supper.haha!after we finished watch the concert, we then went to have our supper..funny lo...at night eat dim sum..haha!i dont even know that at night still got dim sum.i thought dim sum just open in the morning till evening.

i feel relax that stay out so late, because dont need to worry about the 'time limit'. but dont know izzit i already use to go home early, so when i saw the time is already 12am+, i starting to feel nervous, maybe also because i need to drive home alone?that's why im worry and scare.i dont know.but i feel, propably is because i already use to go home early.that's why.

i asked bang to wait for me, and open the door for me. =) besides, my car can park inside my house. plus, my neighbour still haven sleep and they are outside their house, so my fear getting less.because at least got people are watching me enter my house.

is actually fun to stay out so late.but still, i will scare~~ unless someone fetch me home =)

FORM DAY!! first time feel that im really a 21st years old girl.haha!!!

* unluckily day...tired~~

don't know why i feel so tired today. although sometimes is more tiring, but dont know why feel so tired today..maybe i feel im so unluckily today?
MAYBE

because,today went to sign contract, the payment they wrote on it is less rm210. after i know about it, i was already in my class. before that, i called to the office to double comfirm about the payment..she told me she didnt said rm120 per day but rm105..i remember very clear that she actually told us rm120 per day.i didnt even heard about rm105 before. fine~~ i already put this down.

when i reached college, i continued to sew my stuff that im handling that moment.that coat takes me more than 2weeks to sew, still not completely done yet. tired man! actually i believe i can done it within one week, but there had 3 problems during the period im sewing the coat.because of that problems appear, makes me cant done it on time!
actually the garment left 3 part to join, but i cant finish it by today..WHY?! know what happen? because till the end only got a problem came.i need to unpick, correct and sew it again.SHIT! i was so angry that time...! i unpicked for 3times n re- sew it for 3 times( sounds easay? but actually not.correct a garment is difficult than redo everything once again.) finally madam force to said ok, only i can continued to sew another part.just because of i need to unpicked that stupid part, wasted my time. makes me cant leave college earlier to go hospital. my mum called me on 3+pm asked me to settle my dad's stuff.( before that chin jie called me and told me that dad admitted in hospital.and she asked me to pack something for my dad) i told her i nit 2 finish that coat only can leave, just left 2 more line to sew.FINALLY????!! whats happen??!?!??!!?UNPICKED LA!! so.......can i angry ?! im right to angry ! right?

ok~~~~ finally i stop sewing and leave college about 6.30pm. jam...fine~~ use to it..BUT?!!!! my car tyre is bunchet!!!!! WTF?! luckily got han, if not i really duno what to do about it.finally han drive to a car shop and repair it.THANKZ~~~~han.

then....heres come a problem again.. i duno the way to pantai bangsar hos.... how i go?federal?where is it?i dont know how to go from my house, but i know how to go from k.l. the whole way JAM jam jam..!!! i change road, still jam.no choice, just can stuck in the jam.then reached 1u, NO PETROL!?!?!? no choice, i nit 2 continue to hospital. but dont know what happen to all those car..WHY??! why will jam like hell??!! damn shit! I GONNA CRAZY!!! feel like bang all the car!no petrol and dont know the way to the hospital..
but finally still can get it. find for so long.. i go at 7+pm, but i reached at almost 10pm. -.-''

p/s: i had draw a shoes for competition, finally dont want to join. but lecture sure feel very dissapointed on me.im sorry...who can tell me how can i be more HARDWORKING? how to be hardworking? how?! i know how, but i cant do it.WHY?

* yo ho~~

went to support justyne's bf,William last night. i like the dance. animation?popping? anything.... as long as that's the dance i like to watch =)

COOL MAN justyne, your boyfriend are COOL!!

your turn justyne!being 'pool dancer' to win the wine.hehe! you are rock! i dun dare to dance..maybe im noob in dancing.haha!

All the girls....

there have three guys with us..han, hoe and soon. soory to all of you , if i make all of you feel boring last night..

* are you tired?

i know that you are still working at this moment.
if i can, sure i go to help you...sorry that i didn't do that..
becareful and take care ok?

* A Greatest movie

Do you feel is familiar? Yes!! is TITANIC. really really wasted...Titanic sink. =(
some of the scene that in the movie.just to recall... (can enlarge it if u want to)
everytime the movie reach this part, my heart will felt uncomfortable. touching? sad? or others?i dont know. maybe is because i cant accept the person i love leave me like that.. just like Jack died, and Rose force to let him 'go'.
I really LOVEZZzzzzZZ this movie. No matter how many times i watch it,i still will have the same feeling like the first time i watch.
Maybe the character also one of the point that effect me to fall in love with this movie so much. =)
why will i suddenly talk about it again in 2009? that is because i just watched it last night (it showed at astro, star movie).i watched it from the beginning till the end (1am). Even my sister, dad and mum watched till the end too. my dad remember ever single of the movie. GENG!

* Isn't life so hard?

What will you do when you really can't escape from something?
How will you do when you trying to avoid to see a person face to face?
How will you do when you wanna hide yourself when you feel shame?

know only i know im kind of 'RAT'!!!!!!
i always thought i WILL and i CAN face any problem. i always know how to say :' if like this, just tell them la......!! just scold them la...... scare what?! (and etc..)'
but something that i cant avoid to face it until now, i just know how to HIDE LIKE A RAT!!!
Maybe just because i feel shame?
Even the person i feel can solve this problem also don't have solution for this.What can i do?
But i really don't understand why!
Why don't have a way to solve this problem?!
WHY DO WE NEED TO FACE THIS KIND OF PROBLEM?!!
Why people can have good life?WE CANT?
its not a very big problem (i feel) but why can't solve it?izzit because this situation not on you guys, thats why you guys dont care about?not concern about?

*funny and lucky =P

hahahahaha!!!!!
feel so funny and lucky today...
today went to 1U Mcd, hui, han and me sat down to have our meal.
before we leave, hui suddenly show us one voucher, RM0.50 PER Mcd ICE-CREAM CONE.
she then told us she found it on the floor.hahaha!!after i read the term and condition, and the expired date, i dont dare to use..(even no any problem in that voucher)dont know why.feel like maybe someone throw it, because cant use? but then....hui asked me to try and asked whether can use or not.if cant, then just forget about it la...FINALLY!!!!! we used that voucher and get rm0.55 ice-cream..hahaha!!! eat till so happy. =p

* my THIRD 21st birthday celebration 09' @ Laundry, Curve

My birthday cup cake.is delicious.beer... heneiken.but this heneiken not nice.i dont like it.compare with bamboo that day.hehe!

Food that eat on that night.
Thankz all of you...included the one who hold the camera (julia's bf, joe).

more photos can view here..

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=8316342&id=753840071#/album.php?aid=296431&id=753840071&page=2

Is a fun night.although is playing old school music.haha!

this is the FIRST TIME i feel the DRUNK and vomit.because of the 'RAINBOW' and FULL CREAM MILK.haha!! that feeling is really bad. actually i can still drive home after finished 'that cup', but all of u wanna wait for me to drunk only leave. >=P hmm.....

but stilllll..........

THANKZ Angelica, Young, Ching, Rbee, Justyne, Julia and Julia's bf, joe =)

i had fun that night, and my 'First time' gave it to all of you AGAIN. haha!

* my SECOND 21st birthday celebration 09' @ Look Out Point

THANK YOU!!! han. brought me to that nice place on my birthday. you know i like night view, then you brought me there. even though you dont really know the location, you still tried to go.

i was enjoyed, although is just eating.(steak) haha!

i know you always wanted to give me surprise on my birthday.

REALLY THANK YOU!!! =)

HUGZ~~

*Why? this is really sad =:.(

why WHy whY???
I wait for your message the whole day..thought we already plan to meet up today, but i din even receive one message from you until end of 28th Sept, Monday.
i know i didn't message you or call you too. that is because i thought you will remember our date today.u said that we can hang out together on Monday.but i waited for your message and call until 5.30pm, (because i feel that maybe last night u played till very late, so today u sleep till 5pm.so i dont want to disturb you) but still....no call or message from you.. i was really really really X1000000 sad.

i dont know what were you doing today...but i didn't thought that you totally didnt msg and call me. i dont mind that u just send me a message to let me know you forget about it, even at night 11pm? so that i know you still care of our date. but??? no.......no even one msg n call from u..

do you know how long we didn't meet up? maybe you dun really care about it, but i do.
i always tried to find a chance to hang out with you.but always no chance.untill i have 10 days holz, finally u said hang out with me the next day you come back from Penang, after that, sumthg happen and changed it on Mon but...mon already pass.
do you know that i was waiting for the day we hang out? because i feel that we long time din chit chat and hang out together.lots of thing to chat with you. but you dont care about it.

i left 2 days holz..i seldom have holz..thats why i really hard to have time to hang out with you.but i have plenty of time during this 10 days holz, you dun even think of hanging out with me, don't you?
i can feel that you rather hang out with may yee them also not with me. i feel that no matter where you go or have any function, you wont think of me,right?

do you know that got one day, i was really really sad and dissapointed.if i no mistaken, i think is asked you to go for the T-music concert. that time we had only one ticket left. the first i thought of give it to you, thought that finally i can hang out with you, but what your answer is...ha?only one ticket?still wanna asked may yee them wo..(something like that right?) then finally you dont want to go. because they are not going, so you dont want to go? or what?i dont know... only you know the answer. you will thought of them whenever you have fun, but me?will you remember me whenever you are having fun?
i know sure u will say you asked me out everytime, and i rejected you. dun talk about cases pass long time ago,talk about recently. i remember you asked me to go mellaca with you and may yee gang, dont you know that i dun really like to hang out with them?other than that,sumtimes is too late night.
maybe you are really angry of me because i always rejected your invite. can you just let me know?if u r really angry, you can just scold me. i will understand. but you din. is this call BEST FRIEND?
i dont know how can i describe my sadness right now.really.....is really really sad and dissapointed.
i dont know whats our relationship now.best friend? is really best friend that understand you and know everything about you? or just (best)friend that just the word BEST FRIEnd?i duno your problem,your happiness, sadness and so on. i believe that no matter you are sad or happy,i am not the one you will tell. right?

i wanna be the REAL BEST FRIEND with you. but, seems like you dont really need me now.

*Sorry =(

Sorry Han, wanna apologize to you.
do you know is about what?
sorry that didn't accompany you to see doctor.im really sorry. i promised to bring you go, but finally you went to see doctor alone.so so sorry. =(
actually i really forget d. till you told me that you wanna see doctor only i remember i haven bring you to see doctor.. hope you don't angry of me....sorry.SORRY...

* waiting for American Rejects

ALL AMERICAN REJECTS!!!!!!
im waiting for you guys to come!! finally!!! they are coming to have concert at 1u!!!! yahoo!!!!!
i get the ticket by ahhan AGAIN.. haha! he found out that we can just get the ticket from digi once you register for the Unlimited Music. finally we register for that and we got the ticket!!!yipiyaya!!!!
HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!

* korea series 花样男子

Really is a romantic story!!! although the story is same as meteor garden. but this drama got their own story too.
i really fall in love with all the character in this drama!!even the girl main character
i finished this movie long time ago, i think is last month. but i wanna share MY HAPPINESS here.hahaha!! because i m really crazy for them! =P

* End of working day at Astro Awani

FINALLY!!!! end of working day...

today is the second day that i no need to wake up at 4.30am to go for work..Phew~~~
i woke up at 4.30am and need to reach Astro at 5am since 19-22 Sept.(but im always late, woke up at 5am and reach at 5.40am hehe!). but i was late to work on 22th Sept.i reached there about 7.30am. feel so guilty..because one of the reporter didn't wear the baju kurung that she suppose to wear on that day just because of me.im late and the garment is not in the cupboard yet.somemore is the garment that she like. =( haihz~
is actually fun that working as a wardrobe.haha!dont know why..just feel fun.(without counting need to wake up at 4.30am la....) although is really boring. =P people is 做(work) till tired..but im 坐(sit) till tired.serious...i can actually sleep for 6-7hours, and work for 1hrs..i think not more than 1 hour.haha!
but on the 21st and 22nd Sept.had more things to do.better..

There was just one make up artist + hairstylish, suddently came 2/3person to make up and hair do, he cant handle it..so........i become 'temporary' hairstylish as well.haha!

* Victim A La Mode @ Mist Club

Mist Club runway for this fashion show .

it was the first time im showcasing my collection. im actually embarrass to showcase.coz i dun have confidence with this collection.finally,i been pushed by julia to showcase my collection. really should thankz to her.if not,i wont have this chance to showcase my first collection in SML.and i won't had this chance to experience it. (my collection on the runway @ MistClub)

nearer shoot for my Avand Garde in this collection. and the TEXTURE that killed angelica and me. THANK Thanzk thankz alot to angelica for helping me to iron this small little tiny texture for the WHOLE DAY in SML not just one day,but few days.

I was actually still tacking my texture and hook and i on this dress that day.i had used the whole night to correct and tried to finshed it, but still not enough of time.because of the texture itself..really took me lots of time of tacking it.i didn't sleep the whole night.till early 4.30am,i still need to get ready to go for worked. i can't continue my tacking till 2pm i finshed worked and reached backstage at Mist club.FINALLY!!! it done before the show started.!! thankz god!!and this is the final piece (zoom in, the 'flower' is actually Kah Ai's idea. because i got no idea how to place my texture that haven done only it will look betta. =)

Thankz hui too..thankz you..you helped me to cut and unpicked.if u din helped me for that, i think my shirt still maintain long.haha!! thankz you o...

and this model is Eleen. i like she wear this design. =)

is such a good experience for me.really enjoy it..would love to have second showcase for my collection in the future.

im not doing well in this collection. but i WILL do it x100000 betta for my next collection!! i HOPE i COULD DO IT!!

p/s: video will be upload the other day. =) just have a look for some of the photos on that day.

here have two links that can view some of the photos on that day too..

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/photo.php?pid=3528260&id=589614047

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=317334&id=753840071&saved#/photo.php?pid=8981109&id=753840071

* sorry jie~

sorry ler jie~~
don't know when you end your exam... and i din even wish you. =(
so sorry...but i know sure u can do it want,right?
i wish and hope you will have a very very good result,k?don't worry..sure you can geh... =)

all the best and BEST!!!! my lovely jie~~~ miss ya..muakz~~~~

* sad

Today i have to go Astro to meet up a person (name her as Z). But then, last minute changed to Pavalion. so fine~ i just go college before go to Pavalion,so that i can continue my work at college after meeting up with Z.
I reached parking at 12.06/09pm, and i called up Z, she asked me to wait for her at Pavilion for 30min...so i put my stuff at college then i walk to Pavilion.(my gang of friends, no one is coming to college today) so i force to walk to Pavilion alone.
when i reached Pavilion,i think is around 12.20pm? (i don't know,i already forget)
To spend my time for waiting Z, i wanna have my lunch at Food Republic ( which a food court located at Pavilion) but because i scare Z reach Pavilion when im eating half way, finally decided to bought some bread.so that i can eat while im walking around and waiting.
i sms U, but u very long time only replied. is ok...coz finally U called. i though U will accompany me for lunch? but then, U dissapointed me. felt like U totally ignore me when U are having lunch. (maybe because waiting someone + doing nothing, no shopping,will feel the time pass slower.) Maybe U r really inconvenient on that time? i don't know.
Finally, i bought 2 bread and one egg tart for my lunch today. (besides, i already don't have money to eat those expensive food)
then i walk damn slowly, just to spend my time, so that no need to wait for so long.
finally i get a sit at somewhere around Pavilion to wait. (no money and no mood to shop, so just sat on a chair) U din chat with me, luckily angelica and Jackson sms with me.if not,i really don't know how to spend my time just sitting like that.i wanna sit on a comfortable sofa at The Coffee Bean stall..i looked at the people sitting at there,drinking coffee, so nice~~ but i lack of money, finally didn't think of it already.(although i got money, but is belongs to my mum, if nothing urgent, i don't feel like using it.)so i just sat on the chair and ate my bread.
wait....
wait...
wait.....
After i finished my bread, and it was almost 2pm only i received call from Z and i meet her up. then she brought me to the place that i need to work on this Sat.
i felt so embarrassing sitting on the chair more than 1hour. because it just infront of a shop.but what to do?i don't want to shop and i don't want to go those shop.
really sad when heard U said u were eating at cosway. i purposely sms U before UR lunch time.but.............??? im not angry with U, but SAD.

* MTV World Stage (15th Aug 2009)

it was the first time i went to this kind of concert, Live Band Concert. it was AWESOME!
After i went to MTV World Stage, i fall in love with live band concert. i felt that it was much fun than normal concert. =P (but actually i LOVE concert, no matter is either live band or just normal singing.as long as it is a concert.)

We were late to the concert.The moment we were entering the gate, still got lots of peoples just entering.
Angelica and me RAN to lagoon beach (where the concert held) when we heard the song.........Dirty Little Secret. haha!!
the moment we reach the beach, the song, Dirty Little Secret ended. but American Rejects just started their performance, and that was just the first song (i think).
after american rejects, kasabian turns... i duno them..that's y din really enjoy their song... (sorry kasabian =P)

i fall in love with American Rejects after this concert..maybe because i just saw they perform. angelica and me missed out Boys like Girls, Hoobastank and so on.... I WANNA LISTEN TO HOOBASTANK's ,THE REASON in live!!!! (that is what comes to my mind when i reach the concert) but........... =(
American Reject's concert is coming soon...!!i hope i could go.hope their ticket not too expensive... =) WAITING FOR AMERICAN REJECTS!!!

* The-music festival @ bkt jalil 12/9/09

Its was an AMAZING concert!!!!
侧田，容祖儿， 陶吉吉， 谢安琪， 方大同， Soler, 李圣杰， 张智成， 动力火车， 刘力扬， 海鸣威， Chin, James, 陈伟联， 郭晓薇， Manhand, 谢承伟， 关智斌， 陈势安， 林健辉。included

i miss out James, 陈伟联, 谢承伟, and 陈势安. because we were late.
is ok..because i will go for this concert just because of 侧田. =P and the tickets is free!!! from han..i really love it. maybe i really enjoy concert..

something happen during Chin's performance.
i was concentrate on Chin's performance.( He was just started to sing and dance) suddenly, Han ask me to see the fire on the ground. it was just right beside the 'house' that entertain the VIP. Han told me that something is burning. i felt so scare, i tried to calm myself and told han that maybe is someone burning rubbish or something only.
but i saw the fire is getting stronger and there have fire cracks too, and is was getting nearer to the 'house'.. but still no one saw it. i cant concentrate to chin's performance already. im afraid that it will burn the 'house' or will explode. finally someone saw it . they tried to used A CUP OF WATER to put off the fire. but it works!haha!! (we were talking about the guy that used just A CUP OF WATER to put off fire)
Unfortunately, the fire not totally put off. then the mic suddenly 'bop', no more sound and the music is stop. then the screen started to black out, finally the whole concert went into darkness. all of us were so dissatisfied!! we 'boo...' because of this happen. then the host use the' 大声公' to askd the singer that haven peform to talk or sing for us. but we cant really listen clearly. maybe the VIP do?

i was afraid that the concert would not be continue.侧田 haven perform..!!!! how can they just cancel like that?
i was wrong!! suddenly one of the host took out a mic from backstage and TALK with the mic!! we get back to the fun!! HOORAY!! (but han dun have mood already) then the screen come back, FINALLY THE LIGHTING!!!! then Chin's continued his performance.. 侧田 is the last 3. =)
Phew~~~ luckily the concert continued.. its not wasting our time to wait at there for more than 30min.

i was so tired n sleepy..the concert continued till late night 2am+.. this was the first time that a concert end at 2am+. but it was REALLY FUN!!! thankz han~~

* WTF n sorry

Why is k.l lack of waiting/pick up/parking area for personal car?izzit all the STUPID parking just belongs to all those FXXXing teksi and buses?

WTF!! damn fXXXing angry today.. (although im wrong in that situation too)
i was parked and waited in the car today... and that area is actually for teksi to pick up passengers. few teksi pass by or some of it just park in front of my car. but suddenly one of the FXXXing teksi driver (called him as A) park behind of my car and keep on honk at me.but i just ignore him. he then park right beside of my car. I knew that he wanna ask me to leave. but i act like can't see him and just looked around.after the teksi in front of my car left, then he parked in front of me and get down from his FXXXing car.the time he get down from his car, he non stop scolding and pointing at me with the FXXing 'indian style'!WTF?!!!
then another FXXXer honk at me and park right beside me TOO!!!! this time i looked at him, he show me the FXXXing BLACK face ( + he is an indian,thats y is BLACK!) and asked me to leave.
so fine~~~~ i leave.then what i saw is..the teksi driver A (his hand is still continued pointing at me with ''indian style'') still scolding at me! WHAT THE.....!!!!!!!!!

really damn angry!!wish i could get down from the car and whack both of them!!!!!


sorry angelica, make u need to start to work next week and need to skip your classes..really very sorry.i know that u are unhappy today...
don't unhappy....we know that teacher is like that.right?

* best friend

好朋友是。。。 Best Friend are...
开心的时候陪你笑 Accompany you to laugh when u r happy
难过的时候给你抱抱 Give you hugzz when you feel sad
有好吃的分你一半 Share with you anything is nice
紧张的时候帮你加油 Cheer for you when you feel nervous
有心事找你诉苦 tell you every problem
没有事就八卦哈啦 Gossip/crap with you when feel free
血拼饮茶会想到你 Remember you when having fun
唱歌不能没有你 can't sing without you

this (forward)message appear in my mind once again~

* some feelings that i had today..

movie: The Proposal
actually i dun feel like watching movie today...but i was in the cinema when the show started. funny huh?? (keep on feel like going home that time)
but im not regret to watching it, because is really a nice movie. =) hehe!!sorry ya....han. i really like both of the main character...!!

have interview tomorrow..scare~~ don't know what will they ask..hope that i can clam down myself when im having the interview..

everything can be done, just depends on u WANT or DON'T WANT, but not u CAN or CANNOT. i believe that, if u want to make it done, sure u can make it! trust yourself!

i need to push myself a bit harder to complete my last garment in this week.. i HAVE TO!!! I MUST!!!!!! and I CAN!!!!

* marketing presentation

finally i done my proposal + presentation for my marketing. feel so relax right now..~~ i had experience for doing my work last minute lotz of time. i know the feeling is really bad. but i still keep on repeating it. even this time, my lecturer gave us 3-4months to finish our proposal and get ready for presentation on 7th Sept, but still.........i repeated the same THING!!although is just an easy proposal, i still stuck in 1300+ words. i gonna cry at that time..coz i really Fed up..

anyway, everything is over.. presentation is over, and proposal is submitted in this afternoon. what i feel now is....RELAX~~~~

wanna thankz to you, Amanda, han, lovely jie~~ and Xiu Long. really THANKZ YOU for helping me in this proposal!! nothing can say other than THANK YOU (X1000)!! REALLY!

*p/s: last months photos will be post on another day.. =)

* my FIRST 21st birthday celebration 09' @ Bambo9

pictures having fun @ Bambo9
really having fun that night..and its really means 21st years old celebration to me..

* URBAN GROOVE charity dance concert 11/07/09

my turn to perform!!but im not in the photo. =p

pro-dancers (excluded my sis n me)hahaha!!!is really had fun that night

they are pro-dancers in URBAN GROOVE.(what i feel)

* TIA 09'

My design 'TWO ME' inspired by Phantom Of The Opera, Gerard Butler. first time get in to a competition..i was really really surprise when i received called from Triumph.i cant imagine that i really get into Top 10 finalist!i was blank out and duno how to answer the ques came from another side on the fon.coz i really shock!is really excited..but i didn't do well in this..regrets~~


My shots for TIA 09' first time had photo shoots in studio. =)

* MMU backstage dresser 09'

Working, Playing, Eating， Walking.........Funny, Angry, Worry, Busy............
lots of things happen during the pageant week, but i still had fun.