* unluckily day...tired~~

don't know why i feel so tired today. although sometimes is more tiring, but dont know why feel so tired today..maybe i feel im so unluckily today?
MAYBE

because,today went to sign contract, the payment they wrote on it is less rm210. after i know about it, i was already in my class. before that, i called to the office to double comfirm about the payment..she told me she didnt said rm120 per day but rm105..i remember very clear that she actually told us rm120 per day.i didnt even heard about rm105 before. fine~~ i already put this down.

when i reached college, i continued to sew my stuff that im handling that moment.that coat takes me more than 2weeks to sew, still not completely done yet. tired man! actually i believe i can done it within one week, but there had 3 problems during the period im sewing the coat.because of that problems appear, makes me cant done it on time!
actually the garment left 3 part to join, but i cant finish it by today..WHY?! know what happen? because till the end only got a problem came.i need to unpick, correct and sew it again.SHIT! i was so angry that time...! i unpicked for 3times n re- sew it for 3 times( sounds easay? but actually not.correct a garment is difficult than redo everything once again.) finally madam force to said ok, only i can continued to sew another part.just because of i need to unpicked that stupid part, wasted my time. makes me cant leave college earlier to go hospital. my mum called me on 3+pm asked me to settle my dad's stuff.( before that chin jie called me and told me that dad admitted in hospital.and she asked me to pack something for my dad) i told her i nit 2 finish that coat only can leave, just left 2 more line to sew.FINALLY????!! whats happen??!?!??!!?UNPICKED LA!! so.......can i angry ?! im right to angry ! right?

ok~~~~ finally i stop sewing and leave college about 6.30pm. jam...fine~~ use to it..BUT?!!!! my car tyre is bunchet!!!!! WTF?! luckily got han, if not i really duno what to do about it.finally han drive to a car shop and repair it.THANKZ~~~~han.

then....heres come a problem again.. i duno the way to pantai bangsar hos.... how i go?federal?where is it?i dont know how to go from my house, but i know how to go from k.l. the whole way JAM jam jam..!!! i change road, still jam.no choice, just can stuck in the jam.then reached 1u, NO PETROL!?!?!? no choice, i nit 2 continue to hospital. but dont know what happen to all those car..WHY??! why will jam like hell??!! damn shit! I GONNA CRAZY!!! feel like bang all the car!no petrol and dont know the way to the hospital..
but finally still can get it. find for so long.. i go at 7+pm, but i reached at almost 10pm. -.-''

p/s: i had draw a shoes for competition, finally dont want to join. but lecture sure feel very dissapointed on me.im sorry...who can tell me how can i be more HARDWORKING? how to be hardworking? how?! i know how, but i cant do it.WHY?