* driving day!

because of last night.makes me fed up of driving!
im actually a love driving person. just because of yesterday night, i stuck in the jam for almost 3hrs.. what do you think?fed up, angry right?

last night already makes me hate driving, today decrease the percentage of HATE! (but i am still love driving at this moment, just blaming here.)
know why?let me show you my 'time table' here.(just roughly put on the time)

6.45am-7.15am : send my brother to school and reached home
8.50am-9am : go to work and reached my mum's shop
12.15pm-1.10pm :fetch here and there and send them to tuition, then drive back to shop
1.30pm-2pm : drive to hospital.
3.10pm-4pm : back to shop
6.15pm-6.30pm : fetch han
(then han's turn to drive us to the concert and supper till he reached home)
1am-1.15am : drive home after drop han home (after the concert)

can you count how long i stay in the car for this whole day?
my god..if i everyday have this kind of time table, sure i will hate driving... luckily my time table not like that.just on every saturday. my time table will just bit relax than this time table.

* digi unlimited music LIVE concert.

AAR aka All-American Rejects

i TRULY DEEPLY fall in love with them!!

i LOVEZzz live band concert, but what i dont like about it is they make us need to wait for them to change their instrument everytime the next turn of every band.this time we wait for 40minutes.OMG! wait till i damn tired. i nearly fall asleep when i was standing and waiting.because of that, my mood was really bad. i hate standing to wait for so long. But at the moment they came out, my mood turns good!haha!luckily we didnt reached there so early, if not, sure we die at there. =p

i know han feel that we will late if u-turn to fetch angelica's brother right? i know you dont want to miss AAR's performance, am i right?luckily angelica's guessing are right,AAR is the last band to perform.so even we reached there around 8.30pm, we also considered reach on time, right?because we are not late.hehe!

this is all the finished dim sum's plates.hehe! i first time eat dim sum at night.somemore is supper.haha!after we finished watch the concert, we then went to have our supper..funny lo...at night eat dim sum..haha!i dont even know that at night still got dim sum.i thought dim sum just open in the morning till evening.

i feel relax that stay out so late, because dont need to worry about the 'time limit'. but dont know izzit i already use to go home early, so when i saw the time is already 12am+, i starting to feel nervous, maybe also because i need to drive home alone?that's why im worry and scare.i dont know.but i feel, propably is because i already use to go home early.that's why.

i asked bang to wait for me, and open the door for me. =) besides, my car can park inside my house. plus, my neighbour still haven sleep and they are outside their house, so my fear getting less.because at least got people are watching me enter my house.

is actually fun to stay out so late.but still, i will scare~~ unless someone fetch me home =)

FORM DAY!! first time feel that im really a 21st years old girl.haha!!!

* unluckily day...tired~~

don't know why i feel so tired today. although sometimes is more tiring, but dont know why feel so tired today..maybe i feel im so unluckily today?
MAYBE

because,today went to sign contract, the payment they wrote on it is less rm210. after i know about it, i was already in my class. before that, i called to the office to double comfirm about the payment..she told me she didnt said rm120 per day but rm105..i remember very clear that she actually told us rm120 per day.i didnt even heard about rm105 before. fine~~ i already put this down.

when i reached college, i continued to sew my stuff that im handling that moment.that coat takes me more than 2weeks to sew, still not completely done yet. tired man! actually i believe i can done it within one week, but there had 3 problems during the period im sewing the coat.because of that problems appear, makes me cant done it on time!
actually the garment left 3 part to join, but i cant finish it by today..WHY?! know what happen? because till the end only got a problem came.i need to unpick, correct and sew it again.SHIT! i was so angry that time...! i unpicked for 3times n re- sew it for 3 times( sounds easay? but actually not.correct a garment is difficult than redo everything once again.) finally madam force to said ok, only i can continued to sew another part.just because of i need to unpicked that stupid part, wasted my time. makes me cant leave college earlier to go hospital. my mum called me on 3+pm asked me to settle my dad's stuff.( before that chin jie called me and told me that dad admitted in hospital.and she asked me to pack something for my dad) i told her i nit 2 finish that coat only can leave, just left 2 more line to sew.FINALLY????!! whats happen??!?!??!!?UNPICKED LA!! so.......can i angry ?! im right to angry ! right?

ok~~~~ finally i stop sewing and leave college about 6.30pm. jam...fine~~ use to it..BUT?!!!! my car tyre is bunchet!!!!! WTF?! luckily got han, if not i really duno what to do about it.finally han drive to a car shop and repair it.THANKZ~~~~han.

then....heres come a problem again.. i duno the way to pantai bangsar hos.... how i go?federal?where is it?i dont know how to go from my house, but i know how to go from k.l. the whole way JAM jam jam..!!! i change road, still jam.no choice, just can stuck in the jam.then reached 1u, NO PETROL!?!?!? no choice, i nit 2 continue to hospital. but dont know what happen to all those car..WHY??! why will jam like hell??!! damn shit! I GONNA CRAZY!!! feel like bang all the car!no petrol and dont know the way to the hospital..
but finally still can get it. find for so long.. i go at 7+pm, but i reached at almost 10pm. -.-''

p/s: i had draw a shoes for competition, finally dont want to join. but lecture sure feel very dissapointed on me.im sorry...who can tell me how can i be more HARDWORKING? how to be hardworking? how?! i know how, but i cant do it.WHY?

* yo ho~~

went to support justyne's bf,William last night. i like the dance. animation?popping? anything.... as long as that's the dance i like to watch =)

COOL MAN justyne, your boyfriend are COOL!!

your turn justyne!being 'pool dancer' to win the wine.hehe! you are rock! i dun dare to dance..maybe im noob in dancing.haha!

All the girls....

there have three guys with us..han, hoe and soon. soory to all of you , if i make all of you feel boring last night..

* are you tired?

i know that you are still working at this moment.
if i can, sure i go to help you...sorry that i didn't do that..
becareful and take care ok?

* A Greatest movie

Do you feel is familiar? Yes!! is TITANIC. really really wasted...Titanic sink. =(
some of the scene that in the movie.just to recall... (can enlarge it if u want to)
everytime the movie reach this part, my heart will felt uncomfortable. touching? sad? or others?i dont know. maybe is because i cant accept the person i love leave me like that.. just like Jack died, and Rose force to let him 'go'.
I really LOVEZZzzzzZZ this movie. No matter how many times i watch it,i still will have the same feeling like the first time i watch.
Maybe the character also one of the point that effect me to fall in love with this movie so much. =)
why will i suddenly talk about it again in 2009? that is because i just watched it last night (it showed at astro, star movie).i watched it from the beginning till the end (1am). Even my sister, dad and mum watched till the end too. my dad remember ever single of the movie. GENG!

* Isn't life so hard?

What will you do when you really can't escape from something?
How will you do when you trying to avoid to see a person face to face?
How will you do when you wanna hide yourself when you feel shame?

know only i know im kind of 'RAT'!!!!!!
i always thought i WILL and i CAN face any problem. i always know how to say :' if like this, just tell them la......!! just scold them la...... scare what?! (and etc..)'
but something that i cant avoid to face it until now, i just know how to HIDE LIKE A RAT!!!
Maybe just because i feel shame?
Even the person i feel can solve this problem also don't have solution for this.What can i do?
But i really don't understand why!
Why don't have a way to solve this problem?!
WHY DO WE NEED TO FACE THIS KIND OF PROBLEM?!!
Why people can have good life?WE CANT?
its not a very big problem (i feel) but why can't solve it?izzit because this situation not on you guys, thats why you guys dont care about?not concern about?