* 清明扫墓

每年的清明，大家都有去扫墓吗？
每年的清明，我都跟随我妈拜祭我从未见过的舅舅。从我妈的口中常常听到都只有舅舅的好。我也看得出我妈很爱他这位哥哥。每一年的今天，拜祭我舅舅的时候，我都会一直问关于我舅舅的事情。我一直觉得很可惜。真的希望能够认识我这位舅舅。要是我这位舅舅还在世的话，想必，是件很开心的事吧。

今天也不例外，我跟我妈去拜祭我舅舅。例外的是，今年只是我和我妈一起去。
跟每年一样，拜完后，就跟外公和外婆，阿姨吃东西才回家。回家的路途上，在我朦朦胧胧；爱睡的眼睛看着窗外时，我仿佛听见远方有人吹口哨。就很小一段，而且还蛮模糊的。我没在理会。我妈突然间问我＂你在吹口哨吗？＂ 我说＂没有啊。可是我也听见有人在吹口哨，很小一段。＂ 说完，我妈就把收音机的声量稍微调高一点，问我说"是收音机吗？” 可是当时的收音机在播放着五月天的 '我不愿让你一个人' 。曲子里，有人吹口哨吗？没有吧？ 我妈笑着回我说＂你舅舅耶，他跟我们回家。＂ 我就问＂舅舅会吹口哨吗？＂ 妈说＂会啊。＂ 嘴角还挂着微笑。我妈又补充一句说到“我还以为只有我听见” 我就告诉她 “我听见，只是没在理会。”
我不知道应该害怕吗，可是我觉得蛮开心的，感觉跟我我舅舅很靠近。觉得很亲切。开心比害怕来得更多。反而还希望我能够再一次清楚的听见那‘旋律’。虽然事情已经没的改变，可是真的希望我舅舅还没离开人世。

我妈最后跟我说，我外婆告诉她说，最近经常梦见我舅舅，也许。。。他真的就在我们身边，看着我们吧？要是真的，我很想跟他说，很开心让我知道＂曾经＂有过一位这么好的舅舅。
可是，我相信，我真的相信，他是看见我们的。他就在我们身边。

* feel so bad..

I feel so freaking bad!! Really bad. Don't know is just because of my face problem or because really feel bad from my heart. Or... I just very mind that how people think about me?and how people look at me?

I planned to tell my boss that I want to take half day leave from him tomorrow. I caught a good timing to tell him about it, but I didn't. I missed that timing after i shown him my design. Just because I don't dare to tell him.
Before my boss leave the office, he asked me to go survey with him tomorrow. I was like 'oh!my!god!' but then I just answer 'oh, ok.' because I don't dare to tell him that I want to take leave tomorrow. =(

I told few person about this, haihz.. I asked them what can I do. All of them asked me to call and tell my boss that I want to take leave. So finally, I called my boss after work. Unfortunately, he didn't pick up my call, after 30min, I called again. He didn't pick up also. I was so worry. Don't know how should I tell him. Finally my phone rang, and I was shock, my boss called me up. Our dialog was... (with Cantonese)

Boss: u called me?
Me: yes, I wanted to asked you tomorrow we are going to survey right?
Boss: yes.
Me: can I postponed?
Boss: why?
Me: coz I want to take half day leave from you.
Boss: Ok. Ok. No problem, no problem.
Me: because I just received an email from my College and the school need me to go back with my collection to have a photoshotting.( is actually half is lie half is truth)
Boss: ok ok, no problem, no problem.
Me: Thank you!

I feel so bad about it. Because I heard my boss voice wasn't so happy. Don't know that's his voice or he really unhappy with it.

I only work for two weeks then take leave. I really don't know what will my boss think about me. Actually I am really hope to do survey with my boss, so that I can learn something, but I rejected him. I am afraid that he will feel that I am a very irresponsible person. Am I really bad? Am I?

* myvi transform become swift

Haihz.. What a bad day! I really is a 'crow mouth'!
I get into a car accident again. What the hell! But this time the car I bang no hurt. But my car, yes!
On that day the car accident happened, after discussed with that guy, he said wanna go mum shop to repair, but go till half way at Sony, he called me up and told me he wanna report polica. What the Fxxx! So I just let him go.

After two days, on the next Monday, which means last night, he called me and asked me did I make report. I said I haven. He said his sister was in the car that day the car accident happened, and her sister is pregnant, now she is in the hospital. After I heard that nonsense, I was like 'what the heck?! That day he didn't even mention about it, didn't said got a pregnant women in the car. Now suddenly called me and told me that he wanna report police?! That mean from that day the car accident happened till the day she get birth, I also need to be responsible to her baby?!!!!!!' whats the point of telling me that?! Crazy!!!! Really such a PIG!

* New Job New life

I started my new job since the beginning of March. which means yesterday (1/3/2012).

My job position CONSIDER as a merchandiser. haha!!
The first day i worked, is just sitting there. doing nothing in the office. but i get to know 3 of the sales marketing people. they are, Chris, Teng and Raymond. They are friendly to me, so I think I can work very happily in here.( I hope so) and I have a very 'qin cai' boss. haha! hope that he is really a good boss......... pray to god.

This is my second day to work.
Hmm... still the same, sit and do nothing. But i did research for 'next collection' of the bags.
Oh well.... Im now a Mickey Bag Designer.hahaha!!
sounds great? yeah..I feel not bad, I wanna do design. But then I still can't catch which way I should go.

Anyway, Wish ME all the best.hehe!!