*Chinese New YEar's new hair style~

hi HI~~!!! everybody!!!
chinese new year coming very very soon...~~ 2 days left~~~!!! woohoo~~!!!
Because of this, i had my hair cut last week. (p/s: lazy to online, so i didnt update my blog. sorry ~~ =p)


actually this is the hair style that i want to have. but...... =( my hairstylish said my hair too little, and because i told him before i dont really like my hair too short and he also said my head is too small, if i cut it too short, my head will look more small.plus, i told him that i use to 'hide' my ears...i dont know why the result will be like that, but....is ok..... i still feel ok with it...hehe!!!

my sister and i..she also cut and dye her hair.

is time to celebrate Chinese New YEar!! woohoo~~!!

here to wish you all ~~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

and

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

* 很辛苦。

Why is my title of my new post is in this three chinese words? that is because that three chinese words is actually comes from a guy's mouth. and it makes me remember till now.

We went for our 'dinner' yesterday.. nothing happen...for sure I have pretty good mood to hang out.
Before we reach the place we wanna have our dinner,DPC, the guy called me and teach me the way to DPC. any how, we still quite fun and happy chatting in the phone.BUT! he hang up and he didnt realise that i still wanna talk.
Maybe because of this, he feel that i am still in angry mood at that moment. but WTH?!! how many years already????? you still don't understand the way i talk is angry or joking?? I really mad about it.

ok fine!!
continue our dinner..
suddenly, the guy said something (i forget what was our topic already) and i just make a fool on him with my angry voice. he then answer me with his deep voice :' 我开玩笑罢了。。你不懂我开玩笑啊？（嘆口气）我很辛苦呃。。）

suffer?why wanna force youself to be so suffer?
you said I don't know you are joking?? PLEASE LA!! I KNOW OK?! you are the one who don't know when am i angry or joking! I always joking with you, but you thought i was really angry. you just make me mad. cause, so long been together, but you STILL don't understand me!

* Embarrass day

I was so embarrass about yesterday.....
and i make ivy and angelica so embarrass, i really feel so sorry to both of them..

the things happened after our lunch time.
i accidently make to roll of books fall from the rack..

*熟悉的陌生人

"熟悉的陌生人"
I can't really understand what is this mean actually, but i guess... it is what i feel at this moment...

''A person i feel is close too me, but feel like a stranger"
izzit this is what it mean??

don't know izzit we didnt meet up for few days. Today, we like friends that just get to know each other, nothing to talk. I don't like this kind of feeling.

I had received a message last night that said, he drank beer to release stress, because he feel soooo stress....I am worried about it, because I didn't heard that he wanna use beer to release stress before since we been together.

what makes this uncomfortable feeling getting stronger is.... when i asked
'what are you stress about?'
'......'
no answer from him. Maybe he didnt heard my question. Then i asked again. Second time..
"what do you stress"?
" hmm??....."
then silent....
no answer after that too. Finally, i just give up of asking the question again.

I wanna try to let him release his stress. He can tell me, so that he no need to keep it in the heart.but???
I don't know why he don't want to tell.anyway, hope that it's not a big deal.
when you feel that you really need a person to listen to you, find someone that you wanna tell.

* Happy new year 2011!!

Now! is already the 3rd day of 2011...time pass so fast.already the third days after new year eve. i still feel that i just ended the new year eve party.

First of all, i wanna said HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!
and now, let me introduce myself in this brand new year!

ME! My name is Kimmy Siow See Yin.. I turn into 23years old this year. what were you doing when you were 23years old?
maybe some of you starting to work? some of you still studying? some of you just started your college life? or maybe you were a mom when you were 23? and etc.. i don't know.
But ME, I am still studying and need to rush for my graduation show.i need to done everything in March, BUT? i'm not even started to do my reseach yet. i need to be more hardworking. i need to change myself in this new year. i don't want to be a lazy person that same as 2010 anymore. i need to improve myself! change myself into a better person.
but how?how could i change myself to a better person?
hmm.... first, i need to change my LAZY ATTITUDE! YES! and??? anyway,what i need to do now is.... i MUST HAVE a time table.haha!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 TO ALL OF YOU once again! Hope everyone in this year will be more happy than 2010!!!