* 22nd June 2013 is an unforgetable day

 This was the day on 22nd June 2013. It was an unforgettable day.

GD ONE OF A KIND WORLD TOUR CONCERT @ MALAYSIA

This was the view I can see the stage. So happy that this was the first time I could stand at no head, no banner, no light stick, no hand blocking view to watched a concert.

The first song was Michi Go. 

I loveeee this car a lotsssss.. DAMN NICE!! ( photo taken from other website)

Just enjoy the photos that i post over here, I couldn't use words to describe the happiness for the concert, except for AWESOME!! I don't know what else I can say. 

 I know what I can say, that is........ HE IS FXXXING HANDSOME!!!!!! I love him more and more after the concert.

 I am not lying, am I? ^.^

although is a bit blur in the photo, but I like the way I captured this. 

 

All the 'props' on his concert is really nice. Except for the 'glass sport car', this chair is SO DAMN NICE! I hope I can sit on this chair. Haha!! Yea, I know, I am dreaming. 

I was waiting his 'Dj stage' and the mic stand during his concert, and finally....... here you go, this is the one I am talking about. izzit very nice?

He look so cute with this outfit.

Tae Yang is the guest during GD's concert. He is cute! Tae Yang~~

 

Look at his smile...

This gold coat is so glam. and the dragon mic stand is so detailingssssssss gosh!

This is the whole look of the dj's stage for GD.

I love the way he bite his lips.... LOVE IT!!!!!!! I felt so sad that I couldn't capture the moment when he is smiling. luckily I captured the moment he bite his lips.

This is the encore part and he didn't wear his homie coat.... =(

 

GD and Tae Yang... love they sing together... Just like watching Big bang's concert. =)

 

 When GD singing the song 'she's gone', He climb alllllll the way up till the top and raaaaaaan down to the stage again.. I guess he is very tired after running here and there... xin ku le~~~ But I know that he is enjoying on the stage.

Before the encore.....GD's video on the screen was asking are we STILL HERE?

Hip Hopper pose!!!! No!!!! This is GD's pose!haha!

During the song of Butterfly, few of the Huge butterfly is flying around the stage.. 

One of the photo I love. Clear and very close. 

You are a STAR, GD! You brighten my day EVERYDAY.

 I was so happy!!!!! spongebob with GD on the stage. Because sponge bob is my favorite cartoon!! and so do GD.... ~^.^~ it makes me love spongebob more and more.

 Well, these are only 20+ photos among 200+ photos of GD's concert @ Malaysia.
I cant uploaded all because it was too many photos. Although is was only 20+ photos, But I hope you enjoy it.
I enjoyed his concert! I happy to see him so clear, so close! I never regret to get rm488 ticket for his concert!

LOVE GD~

* First post for year 2013

Hi bloggers or readers,

Long time no see....

Suddenly pass by my blog and I miss blogging. 
Hope I could post at least once a week. *someone whispering :" said before how many times will try to post everyday, till the end also not even post one post in a month" 
Alright, alright, I know it I know it...
Well, I'll TRY MY BEST again ok?? hahaha!!
But this time is once a week. (hopefully =p )

Hope everyone life are good!   

*皇宫灿烂电影拍摄的时刻

转眼间，一个月的拍摄就过了。
说短不短，说长，一个月也不算长。可是，在这期间发生的事情，经历的事情，认识的朋友，都不少。
如果真的要用文字把我的感觉，心情，感想完完全全的把它写出来，对我来说，那真的是件很困难的事。
我唯一想说的是，真的很舍不得。
虽然拍摄期间的睡眠很不足够，有时甚至没什么睡觉。可是，我并没在抱怨睡眠不足。以前不管是读书还是做工，每天早上醒来的第一件事就是在抱怨那么早起身，又~是上班时间。可是，在这一个月里，并没有这种想法。除了开心，和偶尔的生气（一些无用的人），就没有其它不开心的心情了。开心，开心还是开心。虽然累，可是就是很快乐。

* New job (again) with my new tee

Is already almost two weeks that I have been fired by my ex-company.

I was afraid that I cant get job for the next few months. But finally I get my dream job. I think I need to say thank you to my ex-company fired me, so that I could get my dream job.

I hope that I could be backstage crew for any movie ( is better if it's a Chinese movie) no matter what, as long as i try it before and finally I get it!
I feel so happy because I can work with my interest. 'My dream job to be a crew in a movie shooting.' ^.^
Pay is not really much, but I really hope that I could get this kind of experience once in my life. Maybe for you won't feel that's so important, but I really want to try it. Even thought the jobs scope is quite tough. (for me)

Well, the producer put me in the position call 'Cast Coordinator'. Wow! Sounds good~~!? but... but.... My job is quite difficult and need to have responsibility in what I have to do. Well, i know that everyone have to be responsible for your own job, but my position 责任重大. ~.~ Maybe i didn't try before, that's why i really scare. Hopefully everything's goes well. I really feel scare of doing this kind of thing. I am the only one who need to take care of the artists and all the 'extra artist'.

Wish me all the best in my NEW WORKING LIFE. Everything will goes well and everything can solve nicely. Ok?!

Hwuaiting!! 파이팅! 김미!!!!

* 夢想是甚麼

大家常說夢想會實現。可是對我來說，夢想是一場永远都得不到的「夢」。我想~應該是我根本就不清楚到底「夢想」的意思是甚麼吧。
從小在我有思想，有夢想開始，沒有一個夢想實現過。回想起來，我有過很多想要實現的「夢想」。是我太不定性吗？还是很善变？梦想只能有一个吗？ 剛開始我想要成為樂手，就因為媽媽的一句不要，哪有女生学打鼓的？就放棄了。然後想要成為舞者，媽媽也潑我冷水說，＂你都是三分鐘熱度的啦，你們要跳就自己出錢吧。＂就衝著這句話，就瞞著媽媽偷偷的跑去舞蹈室學跳舞。因為媽媽給我的感覺就是不想讓我學跳舞。想說我一定要到各處去表演和比賽。拿奬回來大辣辣的告訴媽媽說我是可以做到的，並不只是說說而已。可是，也就是因为钱的问题而「暂停」了我所谓想要实现的「梦想」。虽然曾经表演过，可是，并没有勇气参加比赛就停止了这份热诚。至今还是很想跳舞，但是并不想到回到以前的舞蹈室。因为我还有自知自明，知道我的能力到哪里。我没办法不理会别人看我的眼光。学了两年多，我的水准还是在初级。但是又没有勇气去新的舞蹈室学舞。所以就只能一味的羡慕和妒忌别人。 后来希望能够成为一位服装设计师，裁剪师，可是我头脑真的不是简单的笨和没创意。所以啦。。当然，设计师这梦想远远超过我能够实现的能力。虽然曾经想过， ＂那就学好裁剪吧，到国外去，好好地学。可是，不知道为什么，总觉得我怎样都没办法融入设计界。应该是因为我的毅力不坚定吧？我并没有坚持自己的梦想走下去，所以直到今天都没有一个梦想实现。是因为这样吗？学校里的同学，不是都很有热诚，毅力，一心想要成为顶级服装设计师，就是头脑特别有创意，画画也很厉害。要不然就是家庭都从事这类型的工作。所以，从小都在裁剪/画画/设计/服装中长大。大家的「气势」真的把我压倒。使我觉得自己跟服装界的距离越拉越远。我并没有什么专长在设计和裁剪方面，画画也不好。虽然我阿姨和姑姑也在做裁剪，可是，就觉得我好像都没办法融入设计界。我以为我喜欢服装设计是在我F4时才开始，所以画画也不好，创意也就比较差，没想到，有一天跟妹妹在逛街时看见儿时玩的洋娃娃，妹妹告诉我，从以前我就很爱帮洋娃娃做衣服。虽然是用手针缝制而且对裁剪也是一无了知，很自然的，衣服也不会美到哪里去。但是，当时我才记得原来我从小就已经开始在画设计和做我小时候所谓的裁剪。就算如此，为什么我就是一直都踏进不了设计界呢？ 每一个人都一定有自己的专长不是吗？为什么我用了20年的时间寻找我的专长，直到如今都发现不到我的专长是什么。 现在的我，又再一次为自己定下了一个「不可思议的梦想」。希望。。。不是，应该说我一定要，对！一定要实现它！我真的能实现我这次的梦想吗？都24岁的人了，现在才来开始拼自己的梦想，会不会太迟啦？虽然很大可能也是「白忙一场」，但是，不管怎样都要实现，好不好？加油！努力！坚！持！自！己！的！梦！想！

* 清明扫墓

每年的清明，大家都有去扫墓吗？
每年的清明，我都跟随我妈拜祭我从未见过的舅舅。从我妈的口中常常听到都只有舅舅的好。我也看得出我妈很爱他这位哥哥。每一年的今天，拜祭我舅舅的时候，我都会一直问关于我舅舅的事情。我一直觉得很可惜。真的希望能够认识我这位舅舅。要是我这位舅舅还在世的话，想必，是件很开心的事吧。

今天也不例外，我跟我妈去拜祭我舅舅。例外的是，今年只是我和我妈一起去。
跟每年一样，拜完后，就跟外公和外婆，阿姨吃东西才回家。回家的路途上，在我朦朦胧胧；爱睡的眼睛看着窗外时，我仿佛听见远方有人吹口哨。就很小一段，而且还蛮模糊的。我没在理会。我妈突然间问我＂你在吹口哨吗？＂ 我说＂没有啊。可是我也听见有人在吹口哨，很小一段。＂ 说完，我妈就把收音机的声量稍微调高一点，问我说"是收音机吗？” 可是当时的收音机在播放着五月天的 '我不愿让你一个人' 。曲子里，有人吹口哨吗？没有吧？ 我妈笑着回我说＂你舅舅耶，他跟我们回家。＂ 我就问＂舅舅会吹口哨吗？＂ 妈说＂会啊。＂ 嘴角还挂着微笑。我妈又补充一句说到“我还以为只有我听见” 我就告诉她 “我听见，只是没在理会。”
我不知道应该害怕吗，可是我觉得蛮开心的，感觉跟我我舅舅很靠近。觉得很亲切。开心比害怕来得更多。反而还希望我能够再一次清楚的听见那‘旋律’。虽然事情已经没的改变，可是真的希望我舅舅还没离开人世。

我妈最后跟我说，我外婆告诉她说，最近经常梦见我舅舅，也许。。。他真的就在我们身边，看着我们吧？要是真的，我很想跟他说，很开心让我知道＂曾经＂有过一位这么好的舅舅。
可是，我相信，我真的相信，他是看见我们的。他就在我们身边。

* feel so bad..

I feel so freaking bad!! Really bad. Don't know is just because of my face problem or because really feel bad from my heart. Or... I just very mind that how people think about me?and how people look at me?

I planned to tell my boss that I want to take half day leave from him tomorrow. I caught a good timing to tell him about it, but I didn't. I missed that timing after i shown him my design. Just because I don't dare to tell him.
Before my boss leave the office, he asked me to go survey with him tomorrow. I was like 'oh!my!god!' but then I just answer 'oh, ok.' because I don't dare to tell him that I want to take leave tomorrow. =(

I told few person about this, haihz.. I asked them what can I do. All of them asked me to call and tell my boss that I want to take leave. So finally, I called my boss after work. Unfortunately, he didn't pick up my call, after 30min, I called again. He didn't pick up also. I was so worry. Don't know how should I tell him. Finally my phone rang, and I was shock, my boss called me up. Our dialog was... (with Cantonese)

Boss: u called me?
Me: yes, I wanted to asked you tomorrow we are going to survey right?
Boss: yes.
Me: can I postponed?
Boss: why?
Me: coz I want to take half day leave from you.
Boss: Ok. Ok. No problem, no problem.
Me: because I just received an email from my College and the school need me to go back with my collection to have a photoshotting.( is actually half is lie half is truth)
Boss: ok ok, no problem, no problem.
Me: Thank you!

I feel so bad about it. Because I heard my boss voice wasn't so happy. Don't know that's his voice or he really unhappy with it.

I only work for two weeks then take leave. I really don't know what will my boss think about me. Actually I am really hope to do survey with my boss, so that I can learn something, but I rejected him. I am afraid that he will feel that I am a very irresponsible person. Am I really bad? Am I?