* sad

Today i have to go Astro to meet up a person (name her as Z). But then, last minute changed to Pavalion. so fine~ i just go college before go to Pavalion,so that i can continue my work at college after meeting up with Z.
I reached parking at 12.06/09pm, and i called up Z, she asked me to wait for her at Pavilion for 30min...so i put my stuff at college then i walk to Pavilion.(my gang of friends, no one is coming to college today) so i force to walk to Pavilion alone.
when i reached Pavilion,i think is around 12.20pm? (i don't know,i already forget)
To spend my time for waiting Z, i wanna have my lunch at Food Republic ( which a food court located at Pavilion) but because i scare Z reach Pavilion when im eating half way, finally decided to bought some bread.so that i can eat while im walking around and waiting.
i sms U, but u very long time only replied. is ok...coz finally U called. i though U will accompany me for lunch? but then, U dissapointed me. felt like U totally ignore me when U are having lunch. (maybe because waiting someone + doing nothing, no shopping,will feel the time pass slower.) Maybe U r really inconvenient on that time? i don't know.
Finally, i bought 2 bread and one egg tart for my lunch today. (besides, i already don't have money to eat those expensive food)
then i walk damn slowly, just to spend my time, so that no need to wait for so long.
finally i get a sit at somewhere around Pavilion to wait. (no money and no mood to shop, so just sat on a chair) U din chat with me, luckily angelica and Jackson sms with me.if not,i really don't know how to spend my time just sitting like that.i wanna sit on a comfortable sofa at The Coffee Bean stall..i looked at the people sitting at there,drinking coffee, so nice~~ but i lack of money, finally didn't think of it already.(although i got money, but is belongs to my mum, if nothing urgent, i don't feel like using it.)so i just sat on the chair and ate my bread.
wait....
wait...
wait.....
After i finished my bread, and it was almost 2pm only i received call from Z and i meet her up. then she brought me to the place that i need to work on this Sat.
i felt so embarrassing sitting on the chair more than 1hour. because it just infront of a shop.but what to do?i don't want to shop and i don't want to go those shop.
really sad when heard U said u were eating at cosway. i purposely sms U before UR lunch time.but.............??? im not angry with U, but SAD.