Life is Changing Every Moment

* My Astro On Demand Favourite Award 我的最爱颁奖典礼

2011-11-30T06:31:00.000-08:00

我竟然有机会做到这个Program,
我的最爱颁奖典礼 My Astro On Demand Favourite Award 2011
当我接到电话说我会帮Dennis负责这个Program时，是很开心的。可是想到找Sponsor就烦了。但是到最后，圆满结束！！！！开心~~~

当天的台。
还以为他的人很串，可是原来不会耶~~人也不错。

这应该是第三张跟Jentzen的合照吧？

Jordan。第一次的合照。（表演嘉宾之一，唱《鱼跃在花见》的主题曲）

Leanna, Miss Astro 2011 Champion. 和Peace 张诒博。经过这个颁奖典礼过后，爱上了他。因为他唱歌真的很好听。就连我不喜欢的那首港剧，怒火街头的主题曲都唱到我都觉得好听了。

Yoke. （另一位表演嘉宾）
Shian.再次遇到她。人很nice.
Fitting不算，第一次见到本人。就听过大名。可是没见过的刘界辉。（也是表演嘉宾之一）CGM 的冠军。Hou Shi Ling.不会她的华文名。（最后一位表演嘉宾）

财狗。。看得出很累。我看得出全部TVB的艺人其实都不想合照。可是，有什么办法？我们见到他们都一定会抓紧机会合照的呀。但是我真的不敢硬来。有一个人真的很厉害！竟然差不多把全部TVB艺人都合照了。可是那个人真的蛮讨人厌的。
刚好看见他很得空，就抓来合照咯。。哈哈！

王浩信！！是在我List里要拍到的艺人之一！慢慢开始喜欢黄浩然。

在庆功宴最后一个走的胡杏儿。看得出她其实也不想合照，可是她又没办法推。Angelica 有合照到的胡定欣。她也是我想合照的其中一位。可是。。没办法。

林峰刚好被Angelica截住。哈哈！
我觉得遗憾的是，没得和杨怡和陈展鹏合照。还有陈敏之。
但是没关系啦。。。至少我见过他们本人呀。。对不对？？

* 陈展鹏和马国明

2011-10-23T09:44:00.000-07:00

过去的故事我慢慢再给它补回来。因为现在有一个非常重。要的事情要跟大家分享！

陈展鹏和马国明！！！

大爱！！！<3 <3 <3

爱了陈展鹏那么久，终于。。终于见到他本人了！！！
我真的开心到不知道该说什么。
好像发了一场梦！就算看着相片还是觉得 ‘是真的吗?' 哈哈！！
真的太开心了！！！
我终于梦想成真，把我手机的wallpaper放了陈展鹏和我的合照。之前是陈展鹏和杨仪的合照。现在终于能够放陈展鹏和我的合照了！！！
刚才在等待的时候，有一秒差点要哭了。因为害怕没得和陈展鹏合照。我会特地放假都回公司全是因为陈展鹏啊。。。
果然，苦等四个小时不是白等的。
还是要谢谢Chloe!!!!!! 要不是Chloe告诉我陈展鹏和马国明会到Astro，还有，要不是她帮我问可不可以拍照，我看那四个小时应该是白等了。

THANKS CHLOE!!!!!!!

感觉陈展鹏有点累~~ =(

* Azam finally married

2011-10-21T11:02:00.000-07:00

First of all, I would like to congrats this old friend, Azam, CONGRATULATION!!!!!
Finally he get married. p/s: he actually is my sister's friend.haha! Just I know him too.
For how long had he been waiting for a girl. But finally, he get married with another girl.
Hope you are happy , Azam.

This is the stage. maroon and pink. very nice.

The hall.
The food is less choices, but the taste is acceptable. Maybe because I love the chicken. haha!
They are here now.

and slowly walk on the stage and sit on the 'King and queen's seats'. haha!
For don't know how long....
They stand up and cut the cake. just like Chinese have cut cake session too.
When hui and me went to take photo with Azam and his wife, I can see his wife don't willing to take photo with me. She straight away change face, and the smile was so fake. I feel that she thought that I am the girl, that's why she don't treat me friendly. But please la...why are you so childish? you already married. Plus, nobody want to grab your husband. please be confident to yourself ok? Mrs. Azam.
The gift we get before leave the wedding 'lunch'.
Hope that you are happy with your marriage and hope you have a happy family, Azam. Take care!!

* 中秋节

2011-10-21T09:47:00.000-07:00

中秋节过得怎么样？
希望你们中秋节快乐！
迟来的祝福，希望你们过得开心。

好久不见的灯笼。很有童年的感觉。

把铁门放满点好的蜡烛。很漂亮！
大家都齐心合力尽量在其他蜡烛熄灭之前点满整个铁门。
漂亮吗？？？？

再来。。。变态游戏。。不知道是谁开始先。竟然玩滴。蜡！

人人有份！！
这是A MEA NO 的主席。哈哈！一个邪教.
过后，我们提着灯笼在花园走了一圈。。

虽然只是一个非常简单的庆祝，可是大家还是尽量搞得很有中秋节的感觉。。
希望每一年的中秋节能够一年比一年来的有气氛，要不然，中秋节就不了了之了。

* First working trip for outdoor shooting

2011-10-21T09:35:00.000-07:00

This was my first trip that follow all the backstage crew to outstation for outdoor recording.
I forget where have we go in this trip. Anyway, is a new experience for me. I get to know a lots of new people in every program. No matter is crew, production people or host and etc.

This is the Co.Host, 棋惠。She is a nice person. All the styling is style by me.

One of the judge in kala. If you got watch Hua Hee Karaoke, you will know who is this.

The only SETS that I love they both wore. red and white.
Regional day. I love her shoes! haha!

Regional sets for Jentzen and Phoebe. apple green for them.

This kid really cute, he actually can sing, but then he only know one hokkien song. so..... force to kick him out.
The two make up artist from DIVA. Jacquelin and maggie. Maggie is the one that many people don't like her. I thought is not a big problem on her, but after the last audition that I follow, only I know she is a trouble women.

The hairstylist from MIKO, Albert.
Another judge for kala. 彩云老师. guess you all don't know right?

I actually feel is a nice experience for me. i didn't try before. Work at outstation and stay over night at outstation not with friends or family but working crew and tv production.

* My 3rd bithday celebration in 2011

2011-10-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

My 3rd birthday is celebrate with my lovely family. But my elder sister wasn't here. =( still at Australia.. How many celebration had you miss out,my dear sisteR? =(
Anyway, this is a small celebration. But still fell warm that my family will celebrate for me. =)
LOVE ALL OF YOU!

* during these 3months of work

2011-10-20T10:14:00.000-07:00

Its been a while I stop updating my blog.
Because I got no time to update, even if I have time, I will spend it on my bed. Plus, our internet line got problem every time.
Anyhow, I will now try to update everything that happen during my working time, it means during these 3 months.hehe! I hope I could remember all the story. so that i can tell you what had happened. Well..... I will look at my camera to recall my memory in my mind yea...
do check it out if you interested with my life during these 3 months. =)

2011-09-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

I had my second celebration with my BEST FRIEND side. I dont know what to describe this group of my friend... so......BEST FRIEND in capital letter.haha!!

My Birthday cake from them...

I always will order this speggethi carbonara when i went to La Casa @ Desa Park City. yum yum... Here got three plates, because i introduce all of them to eat this.hahaha!!!

My Lovesss one!!!!!

All of them in this photo is who celebrate for me on this day (11th August 2011)

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!

p/s: but jie not here with us... =:.(

* More than one month

2011-09-13T09:23:00.000-07:00

Wow! I had stopped upload my blog for more than one month. Actually I do try to upload everyday, but then as you know right, I am such a lazy girl plus, I was so tired everyday when I reach home after worked.

My STORY will start from my birthday.. ok? =) hope you guys won't feel boring...

My birthday , 11th August 2011. I had 3 celebration... first one is on 10th August 2011, with HIM. ~^^~
p/s: Well.... the photos is a bit random. because blogspot had been changed their format.i till not use to it...so...... forgive me. =)

HE brought me to eat something special. place that we didn't been there before, Tanzini.

My main course , 'steam fish (?) ' i dont really like it..maybe because it is STEAM FISH.

can see twin tower from this restaurant.

I love this!! orange..but got a bit of....... hmm..can't describe about the taste..

I love this soup too!! maybe is because there have a BI G PRAWN!! haha!

This two little small things came together with my dessert. so cute. But i don't know what it is.

My dessert...not bad!

HIS main course. is fish too.. but i forgot about the flavor.

If i no mistaken, this is HIS salad..entree.

My entree, salad (?)

My present! NICE!!!!! LOVESSZZ!

Actually during the time we were eating. three waitress came beside me holding a small cake and sing birthday song, I was shocked! HE too. I thought he really did this kind of surprise for me. But the LUCKILY isn't mine, is our next table had this surprise for his girlfriend, and the waitress did the mistake. they thought was our table. haha!!

THANK YOU!! Han ... giving me a 有心的生日. Put a bit of heart to get a restaurant that we didnt tried before. THANK YOU! LOVE YOU!

* He know me

2011-08-07T09:49:00.000-07:00

I felt so surprise and touch on Friday
I when to have dinner with HIM on Friday.
After we finished eat, then we left the place.
I actually not really sure the way go home from there, but then i THOUGHT i know, so i just try and go off.
We were in the different car, then HE suddenly called me before i go to the main road. HE asked me: " You know the way home meh? you so geng lo.. don't know also can simple go, you wait for me." (dialog changed abit, as long as the meaning is there. hehe)
I seriously feel surprise and feel touched, cause i didn't thought that he will called me up and show me the way out. Because usually is i call him if i lost my way. But then this time i didn't call him , and he know that i don't know the way out. I always thought he don't know me, But actually he know me. (p/s: Maybe only that day? ahha)

* Look book Photoshoot @ Justyne's bf house

2011-08-04T20:53:00.001-07:00

Gosh~~!!
I reach home at 4.30 in this morning and sleep at 6.30am after sent my brother to school.

Why I stay until so late? That is because I had my look book shooting with Keith, Celist and Cole ( new friend, friend i guess. he is a make up artist)

actually I thought that I had my shooting on Friday. but then , in the last minutes on Thursday only I know that my shooting is after Justyne by Thursday.

Guess what time we still doing this?? Is 2am.
Something scary happened when the photo shooting going half way. 4 motorbike police go around us when we are helping Celist to change the 4th garment.(p/s: that time were only Celist, Keith, hui and me. because Justyne bf just send the makeup artist, Cole back home)They asked what were we doing, from where and bla bla, and asked us to show our IC. I was so terrified, because all the police doesn't look like a good man. Plus, if you are Malaysian, maybe you will know why was I so scare at that moment. The police told us that we being complained. I think is someone call up the police and said they saw a car. I don't know that person is scare that we are those bad people or because we are really tooo noisy. really feel SOOOOO THANKFUL to that stupid person.

But i really feel sorry and THANK YOU VERY MUCH to ALL OF YOU!!!Keith, Cole and Celist, Siow See Hui, Justyne and also Justyne's bf, Adrian.

* spongebob cover!!

2011-08-04T14:52:00.000-07:00

Finally i get my spongebob Iphone cover while Angelica and I was shopping for our host.
when i heard it is only RM22, i straight away bought it immediately.haha!
but then, after that, my cousin, xiao di said that he bought alot for his friend during he went for travel at Hong Kong. =( but then is ok what, because he also cant get it for me now.haha!! <3<3<3

* ECO-fashion show july 2011

2011-08-02T09:40:00.001-07:00

After graduation, this is my first time that I showcase my collection. I feel it's fun and happy show. I don't know why I felt happy with this show. But I really felt happy on that day.

Well.. something funny happened. Rbee stay at my house the day before, when we reached Justyne's house and i saw Justyne's garments, only i realized i forgot my garment. Rbee said she did asked me about my garment before we went out from my house, but i misunderstand her question. Finally, what i did was, I already at inti nilai college, but i need to wait for young accompany me back home from nilai. is was a really far place come and go. But what to do? I had no garments, I need to go home and get it. Finally, used 2hours come and go only get my garment. phew~~~

ECO-fashion provided very good show on that day. although all the models is not those professional models, but some of them still do it very well. they even had video grapher and also photographer. they provided food for us, although not very good meal, but as long as we had food. our fashion show?? no food for us at all! no even photographer.

This is my first casual wear .My second casual wear..
like no one taken my third casual wear, so i don't have the photo for my third casual.
And this is my fourth evening.
My avand garde.
I dont like my avand garde, and I feel so shame of it. but then I don't know why it look quite nice on the model..hehe!
This is my full collection photo. I love this photo very much. (p/s: our graduation show so GLAM, but? where is our photos and videos??)

Styling time. Each of us had to style to styling. is quite fun to do this. This is my first styling, Party look (evening). i LOVEEE this styling. it look normal here, but then in real, it look nice on this model.I wanna Thankz to my laopo of lent me all those outifts.. so that i can done my styling!

This is my second styling. casual look..everything is from my laopo too, except for the legging.hehe!

This is NOT my styling. this is Rbee's styling. But I love this styling...this styling was soooo matched with this model. (p/s: that corset is mine..is new too.haha!) All of us participate in this show. young too, but she is the camera man, and another one was from TARC.
and we get to know a new friend that with blond hair, Keith Chee. Thank you for everything and thanks for giving me this opportunity to showcase my collection . =))

* 闹哄哄音乐会

2011-08-02T08:39:00.000-07:00

星期六晚上去了《闹哄哄音乐会》
本来是没有买票去的。可是，就在30/7/2011 的前几天，我的朋友昭量把他的票让了给我，因为他的朋友生日，所以他没办法去这一场音乐会。谢谢昭量！

开场是由黄威尔。。然后有两位我不知道的歌手接手。音乐会才正式开始！！

第一位歌手是。。。苏打绿。

然后DJ表演。。。来邀请温岚出场。

温岚唱完后就到了袁咏琳。。。我还蛮喜欢她的歌声。
压轴当然是周杰伦啊。。！！周杰伦的人气不是开玩笑的。虽然前三位歌手出场时的尖叫声很大声，可是周杰伦出场时，歌迷的尖叫声远远大声过其他歌手。连我自己喊得那么大声都听不见自己的声音。可以想象当时的尖叫声又多震撼！
但是，这场音乐会来得快也去得快。。
才两个多小时就完了。
奉劝大家，要是真的希望看周杰伦的演唱会，最好是出席他个人的演唱会。。真的！

* Working life started

2011-07-26T11:34:00.000-07:00

I'd missed out a lot of recent 'story'. because i always no time to update my blog. plus, i started my Astro job for 2weeks already..
everyday also lazy to update.tired........is actually just giving reason.

-Anyway, i started work at Astro since 17th July.
-Haven start to handle a program.
-Every 2weeks have new roster, i will only care about WHEN IS MY OFF DAY.haha! now i understand why working people wish the time pass faster during weekdays..haha!!

well..i will TRY MY VERY BEST to update what i haven forget in this 2months ya.. =))
to be continue.......

* After graduation show

2011-07-04T06:45:00.000-07:00

Wow~~ is been awhile i update my blog. let's talk about my life from the last update of my blog.

I had been through all the suffer time before the graduation show. I wasn't happy during that time. Because it's really stress me up and I'm not happy of burn midnight oil almost everyday. Seriously. that's why i always feel working is better than study. I can burn midnight oil for working, but why not study? I know that everything is from my own fault, because of my laziness, makes me goes suffer.

This was the first time i stay at outside for more than one week (almost there). come back home and leave my house within 30minutes. I stay this kind of life more than one week.
At that moment, i really can feel the words of 'HOME SWEET HOME'.
I miss my family and home a lotzzz. I missed a lots of fun with them, and also YOU, all is just because I need to rush for my graduation show. I felt very sorry to all of you during the time I'm rushing for my graduation show in that month.

I don't know what had i did at Julia house. I've been stayed at her house more than one week before the fashion show. I FELT that i did a lot of stuff during the moment i stay at her house. BUT! not at all. i just complete one garment during that week. I don't know what the hell i did at Julia's house? only one garment? and the graduation show is on the next Sunday.
I was so moody. Plus, our presentation is on Friday. so..that means i NEED to done my garment ON FRIDAY!
Finally, Until the day before presentation (Thursday) I still rushing for my garment and my journal. I Fxxxing hate my Avand Garde!!! it totally no heart at all to do my avand garde. you as me why? i can't answer you, is just that, i really don't like it.
But i need to said
THANK YOU!! REALLY THANK YOU!! to HAN, HUI, JIE, MY DEAR LAOPO, BANG, biao, kah jian and yong foong. they helped me when i need them.

*SOrry my dear, i didn't know that you are not feeling well during the moment you helped me colored my illustration. REally thankzzz..

Other than all of this, I missed all the two weeks that my lovely sister back to Malaysia. She stay here for two weeks, and because of graduation show, I got no time to hang out with her. Not even talk heart with her. =:.( Until end of the fashion show i still can't hang out with her. because she went back to Australia the next day after my graduation show.

To: Lovely JIe,
Jie..wait for you to come back on August, I wanna hang out with you everyday ya... ^^

p/s: I think i had miss a lots of feeling and story about the suffer time during that moment. but once i remember about it, i will add on. ~^^~ paiseh

After the Graduation show. everything end. i ended up my rushing time, ended up my college life, ended up my fashion life, ended up my burn mid night oil day and ect...ect....
I planned to take the next two weeks to rest. Then start working. Start earning $$$.
I already applied for job at astro. Now is just waiting for my time table.

But i really feel so upset. I thought something will change after the graduation show. But, nothing different. it just like a normal showcase. =(
No more deadline, No more burn midnight oil, No more stress, No more designing, No more drawing, No more sewing, tacking, scissors, needle, pin, fabric, tracing paper,zip, button and so on... isn't it my designer life end like this???

* already 22-05-2011

2011-05-21T12:11:00.000-07:00

so fast already 22/05/2011.
actually is I keep on delaying the time and day. that's why i feel the time pass so fast.
if i do my design before chinese new year, should said, if i done my design when my lecturer asked us to start our design, then i wont have this stress now.
why till now i still can't change my stupid lazy attitude? how come people can done their work as soon as possible and no last minute work, but why i can't? haihz~~!! feel so fed up to myself.

* 2AM's photograph session

2011-05-20T19:40:00.001-07:00

This was the first time i went to korean singer's photograph session.maybe because too few korean singer or artist come to Malaysia. and this time, I went to 2AM photograph session with kah ai. and......!! This was the first time i went to a photograph session sooooooo indoor lo... We wait 4hours at outside here.

Why got 3 same album? Because........ who was the digi user that having the ticket will get a merchandise when we enter the hall. at first, i thought what is the merchandise we will receive, when i get it, i was like...what the...?? got FREE CD!!!!???!! no ones know that they will give out free cd. so...i got two same cd, and kah ai got one korean version cd and one is this edition. What i feel geram is.... they just allow us to sign ONE piece. -.-''
i don't know what is the purpose of wearing this band.
I feel weird why so little people. after kah ai remind me only i remember, because this photograph session only allow 500 people to attend.is limited pass.
We wait for 1hour only the host came out. (p.s: we total wait for 5hours) This host is really funny. before he came out, i ask kah ai, guess is either MyFM host or Era host coming. (p.s: course they are sponsor-er) who knows is HITZFM's host. -.-'' weird.
Finally they were here.

still feel so weird that i saw them. like a dream.haha!

hmm... in real life, he(left side one) not as handsome as what i see in the tv. but still handsome =)

i get their signature!!>>

* new things i got in this few days

2011-05-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

This few days i got 3 new things. First, i just bought 2AM original cd. this is the first time i buy a korean singer's original cd. because tomorrow will be their photograph session.so just get it and give them sign, since Kah Ai said that their songs is nice. so i don't feel is a waste to have it.and their songs is really nice. =)
My spongebob cup. it's from McD!! feel so cute. at first before i have it, i thought it will be very cheap look. but luckily it isn't. it look quite nice.hehe!

Third stuff i got is from angelica. This is the stuff she bought it from HK. Thank you, Angelica~~

* Tm net job on Last Sunday

2011-05-06T06:13:00.001-07:00

Hui and me worked as Tm Net promoter( promoter?i guess so.) I was so moody during that period. Because in this mamak, so few people wanna fill in the form.

They just need to fill in their own details and they will get RM5 voucher to spend it in the mamak for their meal. What so difficult? But what had i noticed after i work, is......
Chinese will asked :' why they suddenly wanna SPEND people to eat? give out money? where got such good thing?' Then i answered:' TM net is actually promoting about MU stuff.' (actually i am not really know what's the purpose of TMnet doing this, because i wanna convince people to fill up that form for me, so i throw out that answer. =p maybe they feel that nothing in this world get so easily, everything need pay back. I know that TMnet want database only,purpose? i don't really know. but han told me that database is a very valuable.haha!

7P.M, We sat down to have our meal. so happy! got free meal (using Rm10 voucher, but we ate Rm12.70,haha!) before this i was like a dead people.walk also tired.haha!
the first time, hui and me only order one bottle. after drank, hui wanna order one more. because is really very nice.haha!
till end of work, We got RM10 voucher to use in this mamak, we bought 4 can drinks and one bottle of this ribena sparkling again..shows that this Ribena Sparkling is really nice! haha!

* My New Lugguage especially for HK trip!! haha!!

2011-05-03T09:15:00.000-07:00

I have my new lugguage!!
Is purple somemore!!hehe!! ^^

and inner is pink inside.

p/s: jie u like it right?hehe!!

* Dreaming~~

2011-04-23T19:19:00.003-07:00

Love last night's dream..know why? hahaha!! ~^^~ hai xiu~~

cause, i dream of HIM!!!!! SCEDUALER~~ <3

hui la!! she force me to watch 49days. i don't want to watch it first, i don't want to wait for the episod of the drama week by week, because is a new drama, and it haven release the whole episod yet. but then, finally i watched last night. 5episod. issh!!! but ok la....i dream about him~~ ~^^~ hug him in the dream..MY GOD! 변태! (simply pronous the korean words) the hugging is so real.hahahahaa!!!!!! ~^^~

but actually, he is not so handsome. just handsome in 49days.hmm.... nevermind. i fall in love with him in 49days ma..will accept his old look.haha!because he same as Hyun Bin. Last time is more chubby, and their face now is more skinny. maybe i not really like chubby faces man ba??? but JJ is chubby.. -.-'' don't know.don't care.hahaha!

* Singapore trip on last Wed.

2011-04-23T17:58:00.000-07:00

We (Ching, Young, Ivy, Hui ang me) went to singapore.actually ivy and me plan to buy fabric at singapore. But we do 'shop' for awhile during our fabric searching.haha!! already at singapore, ofcourse must take some times to shop right?hehe! (reason, reason!)

We were on our way to Singapore, ivy is the one who drove 5hours to singapore and drove 5hours back from singapore to K.l. I can feel that's really such a tired "job'.
Sat in the car for 5hours, finally we were at Singapore kastam. But....after we get in to Singapore, we used nearly one hour to find the place to park our car.

Finally!!!! we found parking to park our car and take the correct bus.haha!

during the fabric shopping at arab street, we face a problem, RAINING! arhgg!!! hate raining!!! because of this, we force to get into a restaurant just to drink and wait for the rain to stop. (cause the waitress is sooooo WELCOME us.) all of them eat ice-cream and drink cold drinks in the rainig day..my god!

Finally, the rain turns small, then we went for a WALK(shopping) and this 'bangsar' street. is a nice street, lots of special outfit, but.... =(( no extra money to buy.. plus, all of the stuff need to convert to RM.so finally??haihz~~At last, we went to the fabric 'shop' similiar with ikea,Spotlight! The fabric there got lotz of type. it not just satin or chiffon. mostly is printed, 'wool'?? and so on.they even have towel fabric.as long as there have lotz of different fabric that we can't get from k.l.even we can find the similiar one, i guess will be very expensive.

fabric that im thinking what can i use for in my collection.haha!!love it!but haven get it yet.

Hui wanna buy this fabric and ask me to sew her a set of pyjamas.Is really cute. But we didn't get it.

one day drink twice bubble tea, gonna afriad of drinking bubble tea already.haha!

Finally, we going back to get our car.waiting for bus. luckily mum allow me to stay over night at ching, young house.if not, really don't know how can we rush back to k.l at the same day. because this moment we finish our fabric shopping is already 9pm+.

We then reach ching, young house.before sleep also took lotz of pictures. know why? because hui is there. Once the moment hui were there, sure got lotz of photos.hahaha!! this is her hobby.

second day....

Heading back to k.l. we ate snack in ivy's car, i feed her with snack and chit chat with her,just to avoid she fall a sleep while driving.haha!

On the half way, don't know what happen,ivy went back to the way head to singapore. We cant figure out why.she just keep drive straight way follow by the k.l signboard. but why suddenly we were on the opposite way that heading back to singapore?... weird weird wierd..~~ then pity her need to RE- drive out from singapore again.(we haven enter singapore, just on the way to singapore AGAIN.understand?)So...on the half way, ivy asked whether wanna turn in to melacca or not.we can have our dinner there and can also avoid jam at k.l.

then finally, we just went to AN YANG(ivy shop) and went dinner at popular satay celop at mellaca.

After that, we went back to k.l..i reach home at 10.30pm. before that, i go ivy house to get my car, cause i drop my car stay over night at her condo. unfortunately, my car enjin REALLY can't start. then ivy borrow me her car back home.

Yea...this is our one day trip at singapore..haha!!
Fun! but tired too.... because our trip, more on sitting in the car. ivy is the most tired, cause she need to drive, and im her 'assistance' need to accompany her. i will do that is because i know that drive for so many hours car is really tiring and sleepy. so need a person to chit chat with her. so i also don't dare to sleep. But nearly few times i gonna fall asleep. haha!! =p finally i didn't.

-The end_

* 经典语录 from 微博

2011-04-11T09:44:00.000-07:00

keep read very meaningful sentences from weibo, feel like writing it down in my diary, but lazy...rather type it in my blog. so that i can share with you also. and i can also write it down in my diary when i'm free.haha!! 真正爱你的男人是这样的：气你哭，但也会哄你笑；跟你抢，但终极会把好东西留给你；总很大方的让你独自出门，但之后会短讯电话连连；很懒，但有时候勤快的让你无事可做；说着不在意，但老是第一个想到你；不常说我爱你，但比谁都清楚你无可替换。感觉这样的男人好好噢。。 from 经典语录，微博

* 心灵港湾 from 微博

2011-04-11T08:56:00.000-07:00

两个人吵架，先说对不起的人，并不是认输了，并不是原谅了。他只是比对方更珍惜这份感情。 is so true.....

* 28th March 2011 (Sunday)

2011-04-11T08:43:00.000-07:00

We really three days continuous follow with the artist fuction.haha!! today is xiao gui's day. hui wanna go for his signature day. so we went to sungei wang. because it held at Sungei wang. xiao gui in at 7.30pm. and before that, we need to help jie to buy jolin's concert ticket, luckily it just held besides of sungei wang, lowyat. if not, i really don't know how could i get to both function. because jolin also got sign who bought her concert ticket. after bought jolin's concert ticket and get her sign, we went to sungei wang to wait for xiao gui.. my god!!! 3 days also stand like hell. my leg feel so uncontrol.haha! but was really really fun!!! hui get xiao gui sign and chit chat with xiao gui.she gonna crazy after that. because hui didn't expect xiao gui will talk with her so much.

* photo of MY ASTRO 至尊流行榜颁奖典礼

2011-04-11T07:04:00.000-07:00

sorry, i keep delay updating my blog.hehe!! now..let me show you the photo on the day 27th march of MY ASTRO 至尊流行榜颁奖典礼. This is the stage. i didnt expect got so many people.

four of the host in MYFM.

Jolin..she is pretty.

The first award taken by Xiao Gui.

After that, Ding dang...her live is damn good!

This is 王明力.i didn't know how she look like, finally i know.

My DADONG!!!!!! fahrenheit help Hebe to collect the award.

they both are the singer of the song, 彩虹的家.

hahaha!!!always saw him also feel he damn look like donovan. but i feel he is a talented 创作人。

then.....神木与瞳。first time listen their live.love it!! maybe is because i love live band.

i forgot what's his name. feel so sorry to him.

He really handsome.

am i right??? he is really handsome.

don't know why hui so crazy about him.. is he really so handsome??? i can't feel it. sorry to Lee Hom's fans.

hebe didn't come for this music award.

this is........ i am sorry... suddenly can't remember his name.

xiao gui get second award.

罗乙诗.

at this moment only i know 朱浩仁is good in dancing.

jolin!!!

she change her outfit after that. get ready to perform later.

Dadong HANDSOME!!!!!! <3 <3 <3

finally they got the award !!!! woohoo!!!!~~~

Dadong always wanna show his muscle..mygod!

don't know why 东与哲can be so popular. they even more fans than xiao gui that night.

love love love his voice!!!! 黄威尔。

cute dADONG!!

I just want him in all the photo.haha!!

the only photo can took it so clear by hui. but don't have my Dadong. =(( she is really pretty.

Lee Hom get the big award.

We ran to Mcdonals once the music award end. because we really lack of water. feel like gonna die..im serious. actually i wanna wait for all the singer to come out from the backstage. but because too thirsty, so no choice.. no energy to wait for them to come out. =( damn wasted.

Because i know one of the girl in Weibo, she told me that all the singer came out from the backstage after 10-15minutes only. i thought they will only come out after 1hour. ishhh!!!!! damn geram after i know about it.

*27th March 2011 (Saturday)

2011-04-02T10:17:00.000-07:00

woohoo!! '第二届 MY ASTRO 至尊音乐颁奖典礼' im waiting for this day for so long. First of all, i seriously wanna say THANK YOU TO MY LOVELY LAOPO, THANK YOU LAOPO!! and biao. really thank you and really feel sorry to you. I really feel guilty. The story need to start from yesterday (26th March 2011), i need to get the entrance ticket on 12pm, and its frst come first serve. so my dear and i plan how to go, because hui going for the car driving listening in the morning, so she cant follow us with one car to genting in the morning. we need to plan another car for her go get to genting after her driving listening. besides of thinking how could i get to genting before 12pm, i somemore need to think how to bring hui go genting after her listening, it really tiring. so, at first, i told my dear that i need to go genting before 12pm, but she told me that her cousin wanna follow to genting too.So, if she wanna go genting, will go in the evening. then she said give her some times to discuss with fei jie or biao. because if like that, i don't know how could i get to genting. I planned it for myself alot, like drive to genting by myself, but my car got lots of problem, i don't really dare to use my car to go genting. so this plan had been band. second idea was... who can i find to send me to genting?? i dont think got anyone willing just drop me to genting.but my dear asked me to asked bao fetch. i feel is so weird to asked someone that i don't really connect with send me to genting. is like using him. this plan been band by myself.suddenly, hui told me that can take bus to genting.i feel is a good idea, but in other side, i feel abit worry and scare. because i need to take bus to genting by myself and alone. But what can i do? no other choice. i asked han and shi wei how to take bus to genting. han told me take from tititwangsa, but shi wei told me that 1u got bus go to genting. but they got timetable for the bus.maybe need to be early. how?? i seriously don't know what can i do, i don't know what time will the bus depart. besides of this, my dear don't allow me to take bus. i gonna crazy at that moment. i was thinking, no way i can get to genting in the morning. Finally i just sleep and the final thought of mine was... ' nevermind, if really got no bus, just waste that ticket la..' because i really dont feel like wasting my money to get this ticket and now don't want to go. but nothing else i can do. except for this, my dear suddenly told me that, she cant even go genting in the evening already, because she got an interview in the afternoon( if i no mistaken). actually my last decision was, i take bus to genting in the morning, then my dear can bring along my sister to genting when she is going to genting in the evening. But... now my dear not even going to genting. On the next day 8.30am, i was still on my bed,suddenly i received my dear's call. our dialogue is.... my dear still with her blur voice. so was I, cause i been wake by this call. my dear : you still sleeping? do you still want to go genting? me: want, but i don't know. don't know how. my dear : if you still want to go, then i go and get ready now lo.. because i need time to get ready. me: har? then how's your interview? my dear : o...it change to Sunday ( which means tomorrow) d. me: then ok la... (the dialogue not 100% of our real conversation, just 80%) till we rech genting at 12.40pm.and i going to get my entrance ticket at almost 1pm. i was scare i can't get the entrance ticket because i were late for nearly 1 hour. fortunately, i get rockzone. my dear and biao accompany me to wait till 7pm. we went for casino till 3pm+ then we went to the car and both of them were slept in the car, only my dear's mum was gambling in casino, and I was waiting in the car too. till biao told me during chit chating in the car, only i know my dear and biao also slept on 5.30am last night, because she was helping me to planned my transportation. i feel very THANKFUL, and sorry to her and also biao..i make my dear not enough sleep. at last, she didn't go for the music award with me.because i just got two entrance ticket. and finally, dad willing to sent hui to genting. so hui going to the music award with me and my dear don't have. i feel so sorry is because my dear like just purposely bring me to genting.she told me that she will also come to genting even not sending me to genting. but i feel that, if she doesn't sent me to genting, then she no need to wake up so early, and she no need to wasted her time sleep in the car.she can sleep comfortable at home. i seriously THANKZ ThanZKz ALOT to her I LOVE YOU!!! my dear!! and thankz biao. i had a great night today, just because of you! THANZK YOU! <3

* 26th March 2011's day

2011-04-02T06:44:00.000-07:00

Lazy to update my blog, because i always need a lot of times to type it. So...now only i put some of my time to update the day from 26th - 28th March. hehe! during this 3days, is days that WE (hui and me ) keep chase for artist.haha! Is DAMN fun!!!!

This day, 26th March 2011 ( Friday)

is the day of farenheit promo canon digital camera at midvalley.

I was rushing for my garment for photoshoot on 1st of April. But what i got is.. i not even done 1 pieces.plus, i need to done 3 pieces in my first set of garment. But then, because of this function, i ignore my unfinish garment just to go for dadong. swt right? what to do? is hardly to see him. (reason) haha! but is true right, if the artist that you like come to your country, will you just ignore it??? no right?unless you really have a very inportant things to do.

look at dadong,he so cute, always like to take photo..

This fans so lucky, i hope i could get onto the stage to take picture with dadong. look at dadong's hand.i was so envy to that fans. =( just because i have short memory, so i can't get on to the stage. because, if we want to have the chance to take photo with farenheit on the stage, i need to know how to answer the canon question asked by the host.

so happy that i can see dadong tomorrow again!! (27th March 2011)

* Get 'My Astro 第二届流行音乐颁奖典礼' ENTRANCE TICKET.

2011-03-24T09:16:00.000-07:00

I received a call from MyFM last two days. At first, I thought was OneFM called me, (p/s: because i join a game) unfortunately, is MyFM wanna confirm my house address ONLY, they wanna post me the ticket.

before this, i called to the sms center, because i thought i get two entrance ticket for the music award, but...i heard that telemarketer told me that wasn't the entrance ticket for the music award and its a MOVIE ticket, i feel sad.

untill yesterday, my maid called me and told me got a post for me then i know i receive my MOVIE TICKET.

when i reach home, i ask my maid about my post. I open it without any expectation, just hoping that must be a nice movie, so that i wont feel is a waste to play this waste money game to get the MOVIE TICKET. (p/s: HEY! i used rm20+ to play this MyFM game just to get that music award ticket, but now???? MOVIE TICKET!of course i hope they give out nice movie.right?)

when i took it out slowly, i thought i saw it wrongly, because the first shot i saw was colourful, then i just thought that is a ticket that can redemp any movie in the cinema...i was shock!!! and SURPRISE!!! because that is the My Astro Music Award entrance ticket redemption.althought is only the redemption ticket, and first come first serve,but still, i was very happy.!

but now, the only thing is....i dont know how could i get to genting on that day. i plan to go with emily, but she need to wait for her relatives,and plan to go in the evening. Now i just can find my own way to go for the music award. i dont think my mum allow me to drive to genting, plus my car got alots of problem and its time to service. Besides that, ivy told me is not easy to drive to genting...what can i do now? now i know i got no friends....or......is because i don't want to beg others?

* 他爱你的话，怎么会挤不出时间？

2011-02-22T07:57:00.000-08:00

一个男人愿意给女人多少时间，就是他有多爱你。一个男人条件再好，他没有时间陪你，也是多余的。爱情是不可以望梅止渴的，拿着他的照片，抱着回忆，就能度过一天么？他爱你的话，怎么会挤不出时间？既然没有时间，就释放他吧。释放他的同时，也释放自己。
---精彩录语，新浪为博---

我觉得满对的。可是，不应该只让男人挤出他们的时间，女人也应该挤出自己的时间。。

* Happy Valentine Days!!

2011-02-14T07:01:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL OF THE PEOPLE WHO CELEBRATE VALENTINE'S DAY TODAY!!

I just finished my 'Valentine's Dinner' with HIM and HIS friends.and i knew a new friend, her name is May. (hope i didn't spell her name wrongly)

I guess, this is the second flower that i have received from HIM. (excluded the bouquet of 'piggy flower'.) I didn't expect HE will give me flower or anything. As i knew that HIS salary just enough for HIM to last for the next two weeks.Anyway, REALLY THANKZ ALOTS!!

This is what had we ate just now. Snow Crab, oyster, Vegetables and also Abalone.
This was the first time i eat the WHOLE abalone..anyhow, i didn't feel anything even the whole abalone was in my mouth. =p hehe! But the crab meat was fXXXing fat!! eat till i gonna vomit..because the crab meat was too much..It is fat!haha!! i didn't eat the 'cold' oyster, but i ate the chessy oyster..hmm......it taste like the cheesy rice.hahaha!

This is the two different taste of the abalone.

After this, i went home and THEY went to sing.. And i went home.

Hope all of you have a happy valentine day!!!! =)

* 他，是否爱你

2011-02-09T04:13:00.000-08:00

看一个男人是否真的爱你，
就要看他在无助的时候，是否会向你展示脆弱；
就要看他在孤独的时候，第一个想到的事不是你；
就要看他在失败的时候，会不会在你面前痛快的宣泄；
就要看他在知道你的缺点之后，还能否初衷不改的爱你；
就要看他在欣赏美丽异性的时候，心里是否依然只装着你。
--精彩大汇集（精彩语录，微博）--

* new karaoke

2011-02-08T08:53:00.000-08:00

Last night went to a new karaoke in Sunway Giza. how many times i went to Giza, but i didnt notice there was a karaoke.haha!finally...weahong brought us there.

like singing.but....this kaaraoke not really good..i dont really like it.i feel the sounds system there is abit weird..can't said is bad. but i don't really like the sound system.i don;t like the sound that come out from the speaker.like don't have 'base'.

anyhow, we have to try only we can know which is the best karaoke.right?hahaha!!!

*年初三 2月5日妈妈，生日快乐！

2011-02-08T07:06:00.000-08:00

今年的年初三是我妈咪的生日。我妹打算不让我妈咪出一分钱，所以，在这一天里。所有的用费都算进我们五兄弟姐妹身上。

为了庆祝我妈的生日，我妹选了她爱吃的寿司餐厅。Sushi Zanmai.

我们都爱吃的chuka kurage 和chuka chinmi!!!

这是必点的寿司！哈哈！

现在没有特别钟爱这tempura了。

我弟吃的。。

我们吃得蛮开心的。。因为点餐时，没什么理价钱。。就给他吃！哈哈！

之后，回到家晚上９点帮我妈庆祝生日。。当然要有生日蛋糕啊。。

'Super Women Amy happy birthday' 是我妹要写的。

'pretty always' 则是我姐的朋友要写上去的。哈哈！

除了我爸爸，我们都在。。姐～～你有看见你自己吗？呵呵！

我妈一直不相信是我姐从澳洲买回来的。

你看你看你看。。我妈开心的勒。。。对不起啦妈。。除了姐，我们都没钱买礼物给你。。下次补回给你好吗？

妈咪希望这天你过得快乐。。生日快乐。。！！永远爱你！！！！！！！　

*年初二

2011-02-08T06:16:00.000-08:00

每年的年初二都会回我外婆家吃‘团圆饭’，今年也不例外。
不一样的只是今年我们吃的就像喝喜酒的‘套餐’。呵呵！！

这是第一道。。捞鱼生。捞了，吃了就会步步高升，学业进步，生意兴隆，万事如意，快高长大等等。。
第二道则是‘五福临门’。（p/s:我乱讲的，哈哈！）

第三道是鱼翅。当然。。不是真的鱼翅。

第四道。。蒸鱼。

第五道奶油虾。。还蛮好吃的。。不比我们爱吃的素食店差。呵呵！

第六道，罗米饭。我不喜欢吃。只吃了一口。因为那叶子的味道蛮重的。

第七道，青菜和鲍鱼。这当然也不是真的鲍鱼。哈哈！这道有点咸，所以我也吃不多。

其实还有第八道菜，最后一道。。当然就是甜品啦。。可是就因为太紧张喝，所以没拍到相。呵呵！那是荔枝龙眼。好喝！哈哈！

就这样。。年初二过了。。

* 年初一

2011-02-04T01:44:00.000-08:00

年初一过了。。

年初二也就快过了。。因为现在已经是年初二的傍晚6pm。

时间过得太快了吧？
快得让我真的觉得时间不够用。。原来一天24个小时是不够用的。。我想应该不只是我一个人这样觉得吧?

时间一点一点地过去，我的压力也就越来越大。就因为一个字。。。‘懒’，害得我的压力从未减少过。。
我必须把毕业服装秀的5套服装在5月做完。可是，我到现在都还没有把一件设计做好。就连设计图也都还没开始进行。
是我走错这一步吗？我不适合待在服装界？还是真的只因为我懒惰的关系？为什么就是没有那股动力把我推动？为什么我就是没有那股热诚呢？别人可以为了一场秀而拼了命把他做得远远超过100%，而我呢？？每一次都告诉自己说，要把自己唯一的服装秀做到100%，可是。。为什么对我来说就是比登天还难呢？有的时候不是我不想做，而是有心无力。想画，可是画不出。想把它做得特别点，可是头脑就是没别人厉害。。为什么？

就算这样，我还是要恭祝大家有个快乐年！！！！！！恭喜！！恭喜！！！ ^^

*Chinese New YEar's new hair style~

2011-01-31T05:15:00.000-08:00

hi HI~~!!! everybody!!!
chinese new year coming very very soon...~~ 2 days left~~~!!! woohoo~~!!!
Because of this, i had my hair cut last week. (p/s: lazy to online, so i didnt update my blog. sorry ~~ =p)

actually this is the hair style that i want to have. but...... =( my hairstylish said my hair too little, and because i told him before i dont really like my hair too short and he also said my head is too small, if i cut it too short, my head will look more small.plus, i told him that i use to 'hide' my ears...i dont know why the result will be like that, but....is ok..... i still feel ok with it...hehe!!!

my sister and i..she also cut and dye her hair.

is time to celebrate Chinese New YEar!! woohoo~~!!

here to wish you all ~~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

and

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

* 很辛苦。

2011-01-19T08:46:00.000-08:00

Why is my title of my new post is in this three chinese words? that is because that three chinese words is actually comes from a guy's mouth. and it makes me remember till now.

We went for our 'dinner' yesterday.. nothing happen...for sure I have pretty good mood to hang out.
Before we reach the place we wanna have our dinner,DPC, the guy called me and teach me the way to DPC. any how, we still quite fun and happy chatting in the phone.BUT! he hang up and he didnt realise that i still wanna talk.
Maybe because of this, he feel that i am still in angry mood at that moment. but WTH?!! how many years already????? you still don't understand the way i talk is angry or joking?? I really mad about it.

ok fine!!
continue our dinner..
suddenly, the guy said something (i forget what was our topic already) and i just make a fool on him with my angry voice. he then answer me with his deep voice :' 我开玩笑罢了。。你不懂我开玩笑啊？（嘆口气）我很辛苦呃。。）

suffer?why wanna force youself to be so suffer?
you said I don't know you are joking?? PLEASE LA!! I KNOW OK?! you are the one who don't know when am i angry or joking! I always joking with you, but you thought i was really angry. you just make me mad. cause, so long been together, but you STILL don't understand me!

* Embarrass day

2011-01-15T05:08:00.000-08:00

I was so embarrass about yesterday.....
and i make ivy and angelica so embarrass, i really feel so sorry to both of them..

the things happened after our lunch time.
i accidently make to roll of books fall from the rack..

*熟悉的陌生人

2011-01-12T07:40:00.000-08:00

"熟悉的陌生人"
I can't really understand what is this mean actually, but i guess... it is what i feel at this moment...

''A person i feel is close too me, but feel like a stranger"
izzit this is what it mean??

don't know izzit we didnt meet up for few days. Today, we like friends that just get to know each other, nothing to talk. I don't like this kind of feeling.

I had received a message last night that said, he drank beer to release stress, because he feel soooo stress....I am worried about it, because I didn't heard that he wanna use beer to release stress before since we been together.

what makes this uncomfortable feeling getting stronger is.... when i asked
'what are you stress about?'
'......'
no answer from him. Maybe he didnt heard my question. Then i asked again. Second time..
"what do you stress"?
" hmm??....."
then silent....
no answer after that too. Finally, i just give up of asking the question again.

I wanna try to let him release his stress. He can tell me, so that he no need to keep it in the heart.but???
I don't know why he don't want to tell.anyway, hope that it's not a big deal.
when you feel that you really need a person to listen to you, find someone that you wanna tell.

* Happy new year 2011!!

2011-01-02T10:22:00.000-08:00

Now! is already the 3rd day of 2011...time pass so fast.already the third days after new year eve. i still feel that i just ended the new year eve party.

First of all, i wanna said HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!!
and now, let me introduce myself in this brand new year!

ME! My name is Kimmy Siow See Yin.. I turn into 23years old this year. what were you doing when you were 23years old?
maybe some of you starting to work? some of you still studying? some of you just started your college life? or maybe you were a mom when you were 23? and etc.. i don't know.
But ME, I am still studying and need to rush for my graduation show.i need to done everything in March, BUT? i'm not even started to do my reseach yet. i need to be more hardworking. i need to change myself in this new year. i don't want to be a lazy person that same as 2010 anymore. i need to improve myself! change myself into a better person.
but how?how could i change myself to a better person?
hmm.... first, i need to change my LAZY ATTITUDE! YES! and??? anyway,what i need to do now is.... i MUST HAVE a time table.haha!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 TO ALL OF YOU once again! Hope everyone in this year will be more happy than 2010!!!

* went to JJ's autograph session and went to the 十分红concert.

2010-12-27T02:13:00.000-08:00

here i wanna tell you guys is...I GOT MY CD WITH JJ's SIGNATURE!!!!the distance between me and JJ is really close!! i was so happy!! hehe!!
After this, i went to 十分红concert at night..JJ is the last to perform.so happy that can listen him to sing in live..this is my first time!woohoo~~!! his voice really kills me!!

this is 温岚。she is the first one who perform.thought she will sing songs that i know.but she in the 3songs that she sang, only 傻瓜is the song i know. -.-''

but anywhere, im still feel fun with it.because of JJ!! hahaha!!!

* i though it will be fun.but it's a stress for me

2010-12-03T02:47:00.000-08:00

The whole SML students just had a meeting about graduation show before 5pm.

I though it will be fun, and i was so happy to heard about it.finally i can start my new collection.
unfortunately, madam told us that everyone of us who participate in the graduation show need to pay rm2k. when i heard about it, i was SHOCK!!!!
WHAT THE HELL is the rm2k for?? i was thinking and i asked Julia about it. after i get the answer from madam, it is to pay for the whole show. everything is included in the amount such as, make-up, printing, stage,models and so on...

For you, maybe that's not really a big amount, but for me. it is!it definitely kills me..if i can earn rm2k before March, then i no need to worry too much in earning rm3k to Australia.so...do you think i can earn rm2k??????????????

I don't understand why graduation show's expenses is pay by the students and not those sponsors or school? i thought graduation show is the school to pay for everything?

I don' really dare to fight for it. is because no one was disagree with that rm2k..when we heard 'EVERYONE NEED TO PAY RM2K FOR THE SHOW.' not even A PERSON give the reaction in 'WHAT??!! RM2K??!!' or 'HA?! rm2k?' If someone shout that out, maybe i can fight about it.

after i had told angelica about it,she was so angry. don't know is she angry with me?because i didn't fight back about it. =:..( but really not i want to do that..i seriously don't know what can i do with it. because everyone is agree with it.

* Missed alots updates + my sister is BACK!!

2010-11-20T08:23:00.000-08:00

I had missed lots of the day to update my blog. I had alot to tell, but i always cant make it. Just because i got no computer or lazy or either forget that i need to update my blog. *embarrass ~^^~

My sister back to malaysia since 11th November 2010.
feel like sharing lots of happiness moment during with my sister over here..but then...........i had forgotten everything...and mix up every moment that i had been with my sister.

during 1week my sister back to malaysia, we went for shopping alotzzss.... we do sang at Neway, and i also make up for her. what had we do other than that? erm........can't really remember. but i know that was really had fun, just that 24hours in a day is such a few time. We rush here and there everyday. like not enough time to use. But we still enjoying~~~ ^^

* don't know what so important and secret of your IPHONE!

2010-08-07T05:59:00.000-07:00

i stop hating you don't borrow me your iphone since you get your iphone. i dont know what so 'baobei' of it.
ok fine~~ dont borrow is ok.. all of their bofriend like biao, xiulong even hui's boyfriend also give their iphone to their girlfriend to play. but you didnt. only once. that time i with emily, and you let emily them to play. even hui also can feel you dont let us to touch your iphone.

last 2 days more charm. when you wanna add petrol, you actually put your iphone with me, after that you think for awhile, then bring it down with you to add petrol. you rather put it in your pocket also dont ALLOW me to TOUCH even a single of my finger. why? only let me hold for you also very xin tong?
i dont know your ihpone got what secret. maybe you chatting with someone that cant let me know, maybe something else. i dont know.

the trust of me to you is getting less....... i dont understand what you mean of that day's action. you not even let go your iphone with you even just a SECOND.

* Why i getting less friend?

2010-08-05T09:36:00.000-07:00

I don't understand why my friends will getting less and less? is my problem or their problem?

today im alone at college. while i was asking madam something, i saw ching came to SML. i just saw her back. i can't confirm izzit her.and i don't know that she saw me actually.
after she put her stuff on the sofa then went out. she not even say a 'HI!' to me. but is ok. i don't mind.i thought i recognize wrongly. but then, i saw the stuff on the sofa was Rbee's bag. i was confuse. and tried not to think aside.
but then, till i finish my lunch alone at Sg wang, and went back to SML, they came to class and asked me i ate d?
rbee told me they went for lunch before went to class. what the..? they not even give me a call to ask me along.and ching told me because madam was there, that's why don't want to greet me first, later madam saw her. is that a reason? can't she just message or call me out?

even like just now before make up class. angelica and i decided to eat at Kim Gary, lica told them our location, finally rbee called me and said that they wanna eat Mcd. what the hell? we already helped them to reserve 2 table.

i don't know what they mean of this. don;t know they are jealous?angry? or what? i seriously don't understand their purpose of treated me like that. what had i do wrong?
i get close with ivy is not my fault. i didn't mean to separate both of you, why are you girls treated us like that?

that's problem between you and her. i just don't want to lost either one of you to be my friends. i love friends and i hate the feeling of HATE between friends.i seriously hate it! why feel like you want me to choose ONLY A FRIEND between you and ivy?

* im back from Australia!!

2010-07-27T09:43:00.000-07:00

i am back from Australia... it's fun during 9days at Australia!
xiu long and jie brought us to many places and eat many different of food.
will slowly upload everything to show here. =) be patience ya. =)) see ya very soon with our Australia photos!!

* the mansion

2010-06-18T08:50:00.000-07:00

first time had only GIRL's OUTING with a group of Urban groove dancer.
i was very happy...and i hope that i could become 'one of them'. as in be close with urban groove's students and teachers.
we had 'make up class' and photo shooting when we reached The Mansion. it was awesome!
i love the house.although cant be describe as SUPERB nice. but is really nice. after i went there, i really hope i could have this kind of house.
why is every photographer, artist and etc's house can decorate till so nice??is so creative.
one of the thing of The Mansion is......................... all the toilet got NO DOORS!!! (just one of the toilet got door) i felt so uncomfortably when i took shower and went for pee....haha!but then, finally i am still ok with it.

if you have interest with The Mansion and the happening during two days of Urban Groove's girl in The Mansion, can just go to this link...

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=15099&id=128749397155634&ref=mf#!/photos.php?id=128749397155634

i am happy that i could get closer with urban groove student after this trip =))

* Mayday's concert on 5th June 2010

2010-06-06T16:41:00.000-07:00

I went to mayday's concert on 5th June 2010.
it was AWESOME!
share some of the pictures over here with all of you... =)

the concert and the stage.
At first, i thought that white cloth on the stage was just to cover the stage.

i feel sad that the seats not full. =( it was already almost 8pm.

they started on 8pm SHARP! this was the first time i had ever been to an 'punctual' concert. the first guest was the 3 groups of 'zhong ji tian tuan'. the second guest..........i really got no idea.but he won a cup? from american...........(as long as he won something at american?.)and the third guest was HER!

DING DANG!
her voice was really powerful! especially the second song she sang. (im a small little bird p/s:translate into mandarin)
because ding dang standing at the middle of the concert.so that i thought mayday will be performing over here too..then i can see clearer ( think also know that is impossible.because this area is too small for them. they got instrument, especially drum)
suddenly the white cloth that i mention became a big big screen..it was incredible.
i feel we were in a cinema watching movie.haha! because they make it like a movie.their starting was so....~~ special!
after that, the white cloth suddenly disappear, and i didnt saw how the white cloths dropped.
and mayday was on the stage!!
at first i thought that 'earth' was a pictures from the screen and they are so professional, can make it look sooooo 3D. till the light brighten up the stage, only i know that was a real 3D 'earth'.

after they finished 1 or 2 songs, the 'earth' been roll up. it was amazing! i really didnt expect their concert got so many special 'effect'!!

this is something that wont even thought of! TRANSFORMER WAS HERE!!!?!?!??!? can u imagine how big the transformer is?

finally..~~ this is the only picture that 5 of them stand so close to each other..haha! because they got no chance to stand so close during the concert goes on.
this is the closer view i can see ah xing~~ <3

till the half way, the concert will continue 'the movie of transformer'. hehe! the concert was so fun! this is the police character of mayday.

i thought the concert is end. all of us been fool for twice. we thought the concert is end. but actually they just went to backstage to change, and the had their ENCORE =)
they do have their solo part too.
and solo part of talking to US~~ which i mean all the fans

their solo part was awesome!!!! they can play really really fast with their own instrument. like fast forward. i think you couldn't imagine how fast they can play if u weren't there.

after the speech by 4 member of mayday, the last one will be ah xing. he is so cute, he sat on guan's drum area, and tried to play the drum instead of talking.haha! i didnt know that xing can also play drum so well.
at this moment, guan became vocalist and xing became a drummer. guan sang for almost 2 songs. he can sing! i thought he can't sing very well, but he can sing pretty good!

after the 2 songs that sang by guan, xing only have a talk with US~~

look at xing's serious face playing the drum.. is so cute!

THANKZ... han spend me to watch mayday's concert!
i know you were tired that time right? but i don't like to leave before the concert is end. hope you understand.

* Had video interviewed for MIFA today.

2010-05-29T08:53:00.000-07:00

i had video interview for MIFA competition today..
actually i was not nervous. because i know what should i talk about my design.
i can speak so well before my turn and after. i already memories it before my name called by the worker.

FINALLY~~!!
" siow see yin " (called by the person that working at MIFA)
gosh!!is my turn..i started to felt nervous. but what can i do?i can't escape.
i entered the room and started to talk about my design.

shit! i NG for the first time.
then the worker asked me wanna retake? i said ok. and she asked me to speak louder, so that can record it clearer.

second time....
i NG again! GOSH!
i stop for few second during my prsentation till half way, my brain was totally BLANK!
i cant even think of a single words on the notes that i wrote during preparation for this interview.
i laugh and keep on apologized to them and told them can i take one more time. (and this time the worker asked me to speak louder again)
the worker said, if im comfortable holding my paper and read it, just go ahead.
but i try to 'trust' myself, and retake without looking on the notes i wrote. (but at last, i still keep on looked through my notes and READ IT!) even i looked through my notes, but i dun dare to read the whole thing. so.............finally...............i didnt tell my main point. i totally mess up my point and i dont know what am i talking about.. plus, i didnt even tone up my voice. WHAT THE...!!!

i always try my best not to be too nervous. just treat it as chatting with new friends. but i really cant control my nervous when i am standing infront of the camera or recorder.

i was really regret that i didnt really present it perfectly. although i already try my best to do my presentation. but still....i don't feel it is perfect!

* 3rd working day

2010-05-22T08:46:00.000-07:00

phew~~
im working for a roadshow with hair shampoo product, ASIENCE for 3rd days. my leg is so pain today.it makes me remember that moment i work for YSl. but this time still ok..because i can know few new friends, plus, i got things to do during the job started. i sold out 5 shampoo together with conditional. woohoo!! is was so......... happy with it! haha!

but then, just a problem is...i dont want to saw someone that i know everytime i work . because i was wearing dress that i feel it not suits me!!!! MY GOD~~!!!
but is actually a fun job for me =)
this is half body photo that what im wearing when i was working.
i will show you how do i look like with that dress in the whole body picture,ok?hehe!

* Feel sorry to Jie, Fei jie and my dear Laopo

2010-04-29T17:24:00.001-07:00

Sorry Jie, Fei Jie and My dear laopo.

i wanna apologize to jie is beacause actually i need to replace jie to fei jie's convo. but then because i got worked so force to absent.sorry jie...u cant go for fei jie's convo, and thought both of us can replace you. but then......... im very sorry.

fei jie is because is a so important day for fei jie, just because i was working, so didnt attend the convo.even bao also there. i really feel very sorry to fei jie...really very very sorry

my dear.... im sorry to you is because i keep on said dont want to accompany you to the concert. but if hui really not going, i will go with you. because is their CONCERT, if not concert, i think i will got more interested with it. so got hui accompany you, then i dont want to go...im very sorry too...dont angry at me please~~

* start to work as backstage dresser again

2010-04-09T10:03:00.001-07:00

I started my part time job again.. which is be backstage dresser. actually i really love this job.i love to work as backstage crew. i feel it's fun! i don't mind whether got high pay salary ornot. even just work without paying, still, i will work too. but of course, what i mean is just for part time job.haha!

im working for BARBIE today. today is barbie's fashionista. all the kis's models are so cute~~

this is one of the model, pretty right?

behind the model is part of their garment that need for the show later.

both of this also is 'kid's models'. but i don't think they are 'KID'S model' -.-' heard that model on grey is only 13 years old. but both of them taller than me..feel so embarrass. ~^^~

Garment on the barbie doll is garment that were show on the catwalk, with all those 'BARBIE models' that were soooooooo NOT BARBIE!! my god!! all the 'barbie' just look like acting cute, gosh!!!)

they were waiting for the time to pass.so was i.i remembered the kid's model on grey mix black, she is Gaby. she is really cute!!

she is trying to do the reheasal at the backstage.she is very good in posing.soooooo cute~~

the one who is yawning really look like a real barbie doll..

they were keep on tried and tried to remember their position. the model which in black top and stripy legging was the one that i take care of.
tried the catwalk one by one. just to let them remember their position.
while they were waiting for the finaleh.

i will be going to work as backstage dresser tomorrow too! but this time will be going with SIOW SEE HUI!! hahaha!

* Chase Fahrenheit till crazy DAY! (20th March 2010)

2010-03-31T02:42:00.000-07:00

This is the first picture that i had took it at the promoting canon ixus event at Tropicana Mall!! my HANDSOME~~~ DADONG!!~~this is the day that they came to promote new Canon IXUS camera.

When they reached!!! YAY!!! but we already waited for more than 1 hours. At first, i wanna reach Tropicana Mall at 10am. but daddy drove my car out, cause me don't have car to drive out early, and need to follow my mum's car go office to get back my car. Luckily THEY were late, and WE reached early.( i was with hui)

Hi!!Dadong..!!! he keep taking OUR picture!! Actually 4 of them are keep capturing their FANs..(which means US ^^)

THIS 'choose me' is really irritating!! she keep blocking our view!! Hui asked me to asked her put down her board, but how dare i asked her to do that?Finally someone asked her to put down her board.

Dadong is really handsome in the real!! he is handsome than on tv!!can you imagine how handsome he is? since he look so handsome in tv d.

The MC is so funny!

This is the PREFECT picture that i can capture before they leave!
We went to Soho @ mont Kiara at 5pm. this is how near that we were standing beside the stage.

When they reached, the fans are crazy! keep on pushing.although the FAns here are less than Tropicana Mall, but the Fans here were very Mess and crazy!
DADONG~~

Hui and I was so crazy follow THEM till SOHO. At first, Hui like don't really wanna go, just because wanna accompany me, so she force to go. after she saw HER YAN YA LUN, she crazy about him, and she wanna follow me to the next event that located at SOHO.(at first she dont wanna go and she said me CRAZY -.-') and she keep asked me whether dadong will ZOOM IN the photo ornot.

because we were under the lift and dadong was holding the camera captured 'US', can u see the camera that dadong's holding?look it clearly!

hui show me newspaper the next day, and it wrote that, they went to TENJI for their dinner!!!!!! OMG!!! no wonder that time i saw all the FANS follow THEM till infront of Tenji then stop it, why i didn't thought of it?? WHY??? why????WHY?? i was so geram about it for few days!! =(

* get into a car accident again!

2010-03-12T06:20:00.001-08:00

my god!! This is how many times i get into a car accident?
i really fed up!
but then this time really is my fault. i admitted! because i felt so sleepy when i was driving.
i don't really afraid when the car accident happened. maybe i already get ready to pay her back after she had repair her car.
at last, still is my mum help me to settle my case. haihz~ really feel so chilldish and so guilty.luckily it doesn't need to repair too expensive.thankz god!

* Cenfad classmate's gathering

2010-02-22T07:36:00.001-08:00

Since when is our last gathering?
I don't know.
but i was happy that i can still keep in touch with 3 of you. kristen, yin and rafe.
i thought that kristen still angry at me. but luckily she's not. and we are still the same as last time. although it doesn't feel close as before we were at Cenfad. but....im still happy that we are still friends.

i don't want to lost anyone of my friends that i know. not even one. That's why i am very mind that how people look at me. not matter who. but am i kind of friends that people like?
i wanna have all my friends back to me. but what could i do?

* Jie Back To Australia

2010-02-22T07:21:00.000-08:00

---1month didn't update my blog..haihz~~ sorry that break my promise.---

Today is jie back to Australia second day.
feel the house like go back as usual, no noise.. (because im not kind of noisy person) hui is noisy person, but i don't really have so much noise at home, even with her.that's why our room is so quiet~

i didn't cry when i send jie to airport, because i know that i will go Australia to find her very soon. time pass very fast. =)

Jie~~ you don't cry already also, k? we will go Australia very very soon.~~~!!! =))
and all the best BEST BEST in ur exam..don't too worry for it,k?since it was already over.
love you~! see you soon soon soon..

* today's raggae class

2010-01-21T05:57:00.000-08:00

i lovez... today class. i mean for raggae only la. because i can catch up the step.although not with the music, but i can remember the step.

but then.... -.-'' for girl style?? gosh!!!! i totally cant follow the step with the music. =(

i getting more and more love dance!!!

* TigerFC's survey

2010-01-21T05:54:00.000-08:00

yesterday i went for tigerFC's survey. i get rm100 after the survey, but feel so guilty to get it.because i dont really give any opinion.very very sorry.....tigerFC... really feel supa guilty =(

i love this kind of survey.is actually fun ^.^

thankz han again for 'giving' me this chance to go.haha!

* this is what a 22yrs old girl life

2010-01-13T04:27:00.001-08:00

i dont understand why a 22years old girl still being control her life by parents.

no time management? everytime only know how to said 'U HAVE NO TIME MANAGEMENT'! said that we dont know how to manage our time, always break promise. but do you really think about it?who is the one that make me break my promise every and everytime? and dont have time management?is YOU!!! you are the one who make it! you not even think about the time we reach the place, time that i need to travel to the place, time that i reach home. do you think once i come out from a place, then i can reach home on the time? and you always control control control our time. our time is so limited when we were outside.im not cinderella ok? please la! how old am i now?
you always control our time, that's why when we have the chance to hang out at night, we will try to stay abit late.
you are the one who make us like a prisoner just release from the jail.that's why 'NO TIME MANAGEMENT' happen!

excuse me! im already 22 years old girl, im no longer 12 years old girl ok?even a 12th years old kids also more indepentdance than me. do you know why? because of YOU!!

who is the one who always asked us to have a look and see how's the world go..? and who is the one who dont give us the chance to look at the world? who?! YOU are the one who TRAIN us become a 'mouse', afraid of anything that happen on us.and we dont know the way to solve it.

i dont know izzit you are really worry about us. or bacause you had a bad mood. but if you are really worry about us, why do you SCOLD? but not TELL? besides, i do have report to you when i leave the house and when i reach the place.
i really dont know what you wat from us!!

the feeling that i had is just

YOU ARE UN-REASONABLE only!!!

* my first two design

2009-12-25T22:15:00.000-08:00

this is two of the design that design and sew by myself.
this is the first time i completely done a dress using different measurement. what i mean is i draw the pattern using their both measurement and not the standard measurement( models size)
im very happy that both of them dare to wear the dress to their prom nightz...and they trusted me. =)
but i feel sorry to hui, coz that dress is actually not really fit on her.and got prob on that dress.
i also feel sorry to shi wei, because i told her that i will bid crystal on her dress, but finally i didnt, because i cant get the crystal on time to sew it.
sorry to both of you.but i'm really happy that both of you dare to wear the dress i sew to your prom night..
THANKZ~~

have a clearer view of the dress

* this week working

2009-12-09T08:29:00.000-08:00

finally finished my two days working period in this week. die man... luckily today got more things to do. but then why the time still pass so slow??omg!!! @.@ i still got 4 days to go...die man...

* im not a dancer?

2009-12-08T09:19:00.000-08:00

am i really cant be a dancer?
but i really really hope that i can be a dancer.. why not?
im not passionate with it? but i really loves dancing.
why cant i be a dancer? i seriously hope that i can enter those life. friends of dancers! why cant i?

* laopo's present

2009-12-08T08:59:00.000-08:00

my dear laopo...

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!

i didnt update my blog, that's why cant wish you here on the actual day...sorry. =(

hope you like my present. because i really dont have money to buy you expensive present.actually i really wanna buy you something expensive and useful. but then, i no time and no money...so finally just use han's idea to sew you a 'bag'. (he actually asked me to sew you a hp cover, and your jie suggested me to sew you a pencil case. because i just give her two choices. either hp cover or pencil case)

actually i wanna sew you pencil case too..because the 'NEE' too big to sew on top of a hp cover. but....why the final piece is not pencil case?that is because after that only i realise i dont have zipper. @.@ that time i really gonna faint.

anyway...really hope you wont mind.. that 'NEE' i really use my heart to make as beautiful as i can. (p/s: thats my idea, not han's, haha)

i wanna make more words..that day went to sungei wang wanna buy it, but then dont know why went there but forget d., that why cant continue.very sorry.actually i still wanna put a pair of earing or a necklace inside.but.....because of my be liang spoilt my plan, make hui and me cant buy you present.dont angry or dissapointed on us ok? =( really sorry...

hope you all the best in the new year. already 21st years old...really dont waste your study time already... take care always.... wish you everything goes smooth....

love you always...~~ muakz~~ hope that our relationship really dont have a single of secret. like a real best friend. hope so.

* shoes i bought for work

2009-12-08T08:55:00.000-08:00

this is the shoes that i bought it for work..is this nice??

no??? =(( but fo rme, i feel is not bad wo...plus it is really comfortable. but.......no matter how comfortable is this shoes, still, my leg was tired like hell....this time is tired more than pain....althought is much better than before that two days. i still not going to continue working on Jan 2010. thank you!

*suffer during working

2009-11-26T18:04:00.000-08:00

finally..FINALLY!!! i finished two days working at pavilion.
really KILLED me.

i am working at a retail shop every two days per week. this is the shop that i love since the first time i saw his design from a magazine.so when i heard that they need a partimer, it attracted me.even though i knoe that it will be very less people going into this shop. but i didnt though that will be boring like hell.! because i am facing financial problem (plus, i love this designer's collection, wanna have a look in his shop), finally i just accepted this job. i worked from 10am to 7.30pm.start from dec will be 10am to 8pm. that 30min already can bring you to hell. @.@

the first day:(tuesday)
i dont really have any plain black tee or shirt, but finally i found a sleeveless shirt.black pants?now only i know that i dont have any plain black pants.so i just wore a black pants with white top stitches.shoes? gosh!!! i dont have any black shoes.heels, i got.but shoes? so finally i just wore black heels.because i really didnt imagine that will be so suffer.

when i reached there, i was really happy.because the collection is really nice, exspecially the heels and bags.DAMN LOVE IT!

my job begin, first i check the stuff in the shop and store, after that clean the table.(actually already very clean, now i know why, because they got nothing to do, will will mop it when got a very tidy dust)then my job was..............................STANDING! the manager do tell me all the name for every bags and shoes. now i know all of the shoes and bag do have their own name.
i walked the whole shop repeatly. and my job was just STANDING and still STANDING..
can imagine that i stand for 9HOURS? without sitting.REALLY!is totally 9HOURS!(excluded lunch time) really killed me. @.@
the first customer that bought a card holder was our secondary senior. my god! didnt thought of saw 'him'.
half way of working. the manager asked me about my shirt , heels and also pants.

so..in the sencond day..(wednesday)
i wore the same pants, black, but with white top stitches,and i borrowed from nee a long sleeves tee, and i wore mum's long long time's ago shoes..gosh!!this shoes really killed me.. its more suffer than i wore the heels on the first day . maybe is not my size, that's why is more suffer and pain? i dont know.

same..my job was the same as the first day. i STAND STAND STAND again for 9HOURS.. but this time i do have squats on the chair for a while. but it doest helped alot for my leg and feets.i wanna keep on go for toilet, so that i can rest for my leg, but i dont dare.

conclusion....
my leg almost break at the moment.even i reached home, still can feel the pain....i MISS sml alot at that time. feel that studying much better. i dont understand why they can work for so long at this kind of shop. boring till............lllllll like hells.. serious. i rather work at some shop that very busy than those quiet shop like this.maybe because my colleague not as talkative as i thought, so will increase the boringness.
but i was happy that i saw the secondary senior, nancy foo, victor goh, if i no mistaken, a girl that was marie claire's editor.

i dont understand why they will buy so expensive stuff.
a father bought a pair of heels (that i like) for his daugther, cost rm3k. gosh! kind of expensive heels, they also buy. izzit they dont know where to use their money? now i felt that ALDO is really cheap. i think i could get one though.haha!!

sorry han...give my work for the last 8 days ok..i wanna have some money in my bank. hope u understand.i know that u saw im suffer...but after i get a pair of shoes..maybe will be different, right? ( i hope so..=( ) thanks for caring...

* 5th anniversary 6th Novenber 2009

2009-11-14T16:20:00.000-08:00

my 5th anniversary with han!!

my 5th anniversasry is on 6th Nov, which means is also han birthday. =)

how do we celebrate his birthday and our anniversary?

birthday: we were at bali since 4th - 8th nov. actually WE (rbee and me) do plan a surprise for han, but then finally we just help him to celebrate at kuta beach at night, 11+pm.

~~we were having our walk at kuta street, han saw the 'burn' keychain's stall, and he was interested with it.he wanna make it for his G2DI's colleagues. because angelica, rbee and young cant wait for us, so they said maybe we can meet up at kuta beach opposite mcd at 10.30pm. so just left han and me at there waiting for his keychain done and 3 of them continue their window shopping (?).

when we done, it was just nearly 10pm, we are tired of walking so just went to kuta beach earlier to wait for them.i was sitting on the beach and thinking how can i celebrate han's birthday?since all of them forgotten, what can i do?i cant think any plan for it already.so i just give up.

han was chasing the crab.because the beach is quite dark, so he cant really get a crab.haha! nevermind la.. =)

when the time reach 10.30pm, they haven reach the beach..i forgot what time they reach, because i didnt look at the time actually.

finally they reached!! i saw rbee is holding a box of coffee bean packing. at first, i taught is their coffee or what. after that rbee took it out and i saw it was a small cake.like a cupcake.only i know they went to get a cake to help han celebrate.they didnt forget.i doesnt thought that they will help him to celebrate.i felt so.......thank you (dont know how to describe my feeling at that moment).

so we just help him to celebrate on the beach.a supa simple celebration, hope you wont mind,darling. HAPPY BIRTHDAY 09'!

anniversary: we didnt celebrate our anniversary. but i get a 'burn' keychain as my anniversary present.although is just a small and cheap keychain, but is really nice.and i really like it very much. serious! THANKZ darling! sorry that i didnt give you anything.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 09'!

my 'burn' keychain from bali 09' each of us have one =)

* opps...

2009-11-14T16:18:00.000-08:00

now only i realise i didnt update my blog for more than 1week....it lots of things happen during this week....but i cant share with all of u already... haihz~~ nevermind.i will try y best to update everyday, ok?? =)) wait for me to update ya....

* autograph session of a pretty women and cute guy

2009-11-02T00:01:00.001-08:00

who are them?they are 阮經天 and 楊謹華!!
the session is actually start at 3pm.but i told hui that no need to go so early, because sure they late reached. plus, i dont really want to wait at there for so long.
we really reached. they almost finished sign their dvd, and stand up to let us take photo.
actually feel like buying one set of the drama to sign.but then feel like really wasted.because hui already have 2sets of that drama.

p/s: if the photo can upload, will upload here.

* my FOURTH 21st birthday celebration 09' @ my house

2009-11-01T23:34:00.000-08:00

lets update something that pass few months ago.haha!i wanna everyone know that i had so many celebration in my 21st birthday!

that's my fourth birthday celebration in this year.after this year, i already 22. =( sounds old.

thankz for everyone that came to my house just to celebrate for me...i dont know is whose idea, nee???or han??? if im not mistaken, should be nee right??? anyway, really thankz~~ im just feel surprise that why is hoe, soon and yik came.hahah!!!

is was happy and unforgettable for my 21st birthday.first time got 4 birthday celebration!! haha!!!

THANKZ~~~!!!!! again!!!! to everyone that help me to celebrate, no matter is first, second, third or fourth celebration. REALLY THANKZ THANKZ THANKZ~~~!!!!

* happy BELATED halloween!!! pyjamas party!

2009-11-01T23:22:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! (belated)

group picture!

cute little bibi..he is heavy... @.@dont know what justyne give him to eat everyday.

before the party start!

after all of us and BIBI 'dress up'! let's enjoy the party!

had party last night at justyne house. plan to have pyjamas party, but ching and young didnt brought their pyjamas.finally i just put on my pyjamas top.
i played till 1am only go back, reached home already 2am..first time...again! haha! play till 2am only reached home, without calling by my mum. although mum called me on 11pm, ask me to go home,she speak softly to me..but i still play till 12.30pm only go home.THANKZ again HAN for fetching me from justyne house.even though you dont know the way, but you still came to fetch me.

CHIVAS, SNACKS, PEPSI (because dont have coke), REDBULL!!! for last night! with guessing game.haha!

before the party started, we went to have our dinner at klang.omg! we meet up at 6.30pm.reached justyne house at 10.30pm. -.-'' just because we went the to klang to eat bak kut teh.

pictures is here, just click it if u r interested:

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/album.php?aid=156256&id=589614047

* driving day!

2009-10-31T12:10:00.002-07:00

because of last night.makes me fed up of driving!
im actually a love driving person. just because of yesterday night, i stuck in the jam for almost 3hrs.. what do you think?fed up, angry right?

last night already makes me hate driving, today decrease the percentage of HATE! (but i am still love driving at this moment, just blaming here.)
know why?let me show you my 'time table' here.(just roughly put on the time)

6.45am-7.15am : send my brother to school and reached home
8.50am-9am : go to work and reached my mum's shop
12.15pm-1.10pm :fetch here and there and send them to tuition, then drive back to shop
1.30pm-2pm : drive to hospital.
3.10pm-4pm : back to shop
6.15pm-6.30pm : fetch han
(then han's turn to drive us to the concert and supper till he reached home)
1am-1.15am : drive home after drop han home (after the concert)

can you count how long i stay in the car for this whole day?
my god..if i everyday have this kind of time table, sure i will hate driving... luckily my time table not like that.just on every saturday. my time table will just bit relax than this time table.

* digi unlimited music LIVE concert.

2009-10-31T11:28:00.000-07:00

AAR aka All-American Rejects

i TRULY DEEPLY fall in love with them!!

i LOVEZzz live band concert, but what i dont like about it is they make us need to wait for them to change their instrument everytime the next turn of every band.this time we wait for 40minutes.OMG! wait till i damn tired. i nearly fall asleep when i was standing and waiting.because of that, my mood was really bad. i hate standing to wait for so long. But at the moment they came out, my mood turns good!haha!luckily we didnt reached there so early, if not, sure we die at there. =p

i know han feel that we will late if u-turn to fetch angelica's brother right? i know you dont want to miss AAR's performance, am i right?luckily angelica's guessing are right,AAR is the last band to perform.so even we reached there around 8.30pm, we also considered reach on time, right?because we are not late.hehe!

this is all the finished dim sum's plates.hehe! i first time eat dim sum at night.somemore is supper.haha!after we finished watch the concert, we then went to have our supper..funny lo...at night eat dim sum..haha!i dont even know that at night still got dim sum.i thought dim sum just open in the morning till evening.

i feel relax that stay out so late, because dont need to worry about the 'time limit'. but dont know izzit i already use to go home early, so when i saw the time is already 12am+, i starting to feel nervous, maybe also because i need to drive home alone?that's why im worry and scare.i dont know.but i feel, propably is because i already use to go home early.that's why.

i asked bang to wait for me, and open the door for me. =) besides, my car can park inside my house. plus, my neighbour still haven sleep and they are outside their house, so my fear getting less.because at least got people are watching me enter my house.

is actually fun to stay out so late.but still, i will scare~~ unless someone fetch me home =)

FORM DAY!! first time feel that im really a 21st years old girl.haha!!!

* unluckily day...tired~~

2009-10-30T08:55:00.000-07:00

don't know why i feel so tired today. although sometimes is more tiring, but dont know why feel so tired today..maybe i feel im so unluckily today?
MAYBE

because,today went to sign contract, the payment they wrote on it is less rm210. after i know about it, i was already in my class. before that, i called to the office to double comfirm about the payment..she told me she didnt said rm120 per day but rm105..i remember very clear that she actually told us rm120 per day.i didnt even heard about rm105 before. fine~~ i already put this down.

when i reached college, i continued to sew my stuff that im handling that moment.that coat takes me more than 2weeks to sew, still not completely done yet. tired man! actually i believe i can done it within one week, but there had 3 problems during the period im sewing the coat.because of that problems appear, makes me cant done it on time!
actually the garment left 3 part to join, but i cant finish it by today..WHY?! know what happen? because till the end only got a problem came.i need to unpick, correct and sew it again.SHIT! i was so angry that time...! i unpicked for 3times n re- sew it for 3 times( sounds easay? but actually not.correct a garment is difficult than redo everything once again.) finally madam force to said ok, only i can continued to sew another part.just because of i need to unpicked that stupid part, wasted my time. makes me cant leave college earlier to go hospital. my mum called me on 3+pm asked me to settle my dad's stuff.( before that chin jie called me and told me that dad admitted in hospital.and she asked me to pack something for my dad) i told her i nit 2 finish that coat only can leave, just left 2 more line to sew.FINALLY????!! whats happen??!?!??!!?UNPICKED LA!! so.......can i angry ?! im right to angry ! right?

ok~~~~ finally i stop sewing and leave college about 6.30pm. jam...fine~~ use to it..BUT?!!!! my car tyre is bunchet!!!!! WTF?! luckily got han, if not i really duno what to do about it.finally han drive to a car shop and repair it.THANKZ~~~~han.

then....heres come a problem again.. i duno the way to pantai bangsar hos.... how i go?federal?where is it?i dont know how to go from my house, but i know how to go from k.l. the whole way JAM jam jam..!!! i change road, still jam.no choice, just can stuck in the jam.then reached 1u, NO PETROL!?!?!? no choice, i nit 2 continue to hospital. but dont know what happen to all those car..WHY??! why will jam like hell??!! damn shit! I GONNA CRAZY!!! feel like bang all the car!no petrol and dont know the way to the hospital..
but finally still can get it. find for so long.. i go at 7+pm, but i reached at almost 10pm. -.-''

p/s: i had draw a shoes for competition, finally dont want to join. but lecture sure feel very dissapointed on me.im sorry...who can tell me how can i be more HARDWORKING? how to be hardworking? how?! i know how, but i cant do it.WHY?

* yo ho~~

2009-10-17T18:49:00.000-07:00

went to support justyne's bf,William last night. i like the dance. animation?popping? anything.... as long as that's the dance i like to watch =)

COOL MAN justyne, your boyfriend are COOL!!

your turn justyne!being 'pool dancer' to win the wine.hehe! you are rock! i dun dare to dance..maybe im noob in dancing.haha!

All the girls....

there have three guys with us..han, hoe and soon. soory to all of you , if i make all of you feel boring last night..

* are you tired?

2009-10-09T06:04:00.000-07:00

i know that you are still working at this moment.
if i can, sure i go to help you...sorry that i didn't do that..
becareful and take care ok?

* A Greatest movie

2009-10-06T08:42:00.000-07:00

Do you feel is familiar? Yes!! is TITANIC. really really wasted...Titanic sink. =(
some of the scene that in the movie.just to recall... (can enlarge it if u want to)
everytime the movie reach this part, my heart will felt uncomfortable. touching? sad? or others?i dont know. maybe is because i cant accept the person i love leave me like that.. just like Jack died, and Rose force to let him 'go'.
I really LOVEZZzzzzZZ this movie. No matter how many times i watch it,i still will have the same feeling like the first time i watch.
Maybe the character also one of the point that effect me to fall in love with this movie so much. =)
why will i suddenly talk about it again in 2009? that is because i just watched it last night (it showed at astro, star movie).i watched it from the beginning till the end (1am). Even my sister, dad and mum watched till the end too. my dad remember ever single of the movie. GENG!

* Isn't life so hard?

2009-10-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

What will you do when you really can't escape from something?
How will you do when you trying to avoid to see a person face to face?
How will you do when you wanna hide yourself when you feel shame?

know only i know im kind of 'RAT'!!!!!!
i always thought i WILL and i CAN face any problem. i always know how to say :' if like this, just tell them la......!! just scold them la...... scare what?! (and etc..)'
but something that i cant avoid to face it until now, i just know how to HIDE LIKE A RAT!!!
Maybe just because i feel shame?
Even the person i feel can solve this problem also don't have solution for this.What can i do?
But i really don't understand why!
Why don't have a way to solve this problem?!
WHY DO WE NEED TO FACE THIS KIND OF PROBLEM?!!
Why people can have good life?WE CANT?
its not a very big problem (i feel) but why can't solve it?izzit because this situation not on you guys, thats why you guys dont care about?not concern about?

*funny and lucky =P

2009-09-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha!!!!!
feel so funny and lucky today...
today went to 1U Mcd, hui, han and me sat down to have our meal.
before we leave, hui suddenly show us one voucher, RM0.50 PER Mcd ICE-CREAM CONE.
she then told us she found it on the floor.hahaha!!after i read the term and condition, and the expired date, i dont dare to use..(even no any problem in that voucher)dont know why.feel like maybe someone throw it, because cant use? but then....hui asked me to try and asked whether can use or not.if cant, then just forget about it la...FINALLY!!!!! we used that voucher and get rm0.55 ice-cream..hahaha!!! eat till so happy. =p

* my THIRD 21st birthday celebration 09' @ Laundry, Curve

2009-09-29T03:09:00.000-07:00

My birthday cup cake.is delicious.beer... heneiken.but this heneiken not nice.i dont like it.compare with bamboo that day.hehe!

Food that eat on that night.
Thankz all of you...included the one who hold the camera (julia's bf, joe).

more photos can view here..

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=8316342&id=753840071#/album.php?aid=296431&id=753840071&page=2

Is a fun night.although is playing old school music.haha!

this is the FIRST TIME i feel the DRUNK and vomit.because of the 'RAINBOW' and FULL CREAM MILK.haha!! that feeling is really bad. actually i can still drive home after finished 'that cup', but all of u wanna wait for me to drunk only leave. >=P hmm.....

but stilllll..........

THANKZ Angelica, Young, Ching, Rbee, Justyne, Julia and Julia's bf, joe =)

i had fun that night, and my 'First time' gave it to all of you AGAIN. haha!

* my SECOND 21st birthday celebration 09' @ Look Out Point

2009-09-29T02:46:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU!!! han. brought me to that nice place on my birthday. you know i like night view, then you brought me there. even though you dont really know the location, you still tried to go.

i was enjoyed, although is just eating.(steak) haha!

i know you always wanted to give me surprise on my birthday.

REALLY THANK YOU!!! =)

HUGZ~~

*Why? this is really sad =:.(

2009-09-28T08:57:00.000-07:00

why WHy whY???
I wait for your message the whole day..thought we already plan to meet up today, but i din even receive one message from you until end of 28th Sept, Monday.
i know i didn't message you or call you too. that is because i thought you will remember our date today.u said that we can hang out together on Monday.but i waited for your message and call until 5.30pm, (because i feel that maybe last night u played till very late, so today u sleep till 5pm.so i dont want to disturb you) but still....no call or message from you.. i was really really really X1000000 sad.

i dont know what were you doing today...but i didn't thought that you totally didnt msg and call me. i dont mind that u just send me a message to let me know you forget about it, even at night 11pm? so that i know you still care of our date. but??? no.......no even one msg n call from u..

do you know how long we didn't meet up? maybe you dun really care about it, but i do.
i always tried to find a chance to hang out with you.but always no chance.untill i have 10 days holz, finally u said hang out with me the next day you come back from Penang, after that, sumthg happen and changed it on Mon but...mon already pass.
do you know that i was waiting for the day we hang out? because i feel that we long time din chit chat and hang out together.lots of thing to chat with you. but you dont care about it.

i left 2 days holz..i seldom have holz..thats why i really hard to have time to hang out with you.but i have plenty of time during this 10 days holz, you dun even think of hanging out with me, don't you?
i can feel that you rather hang out with may yee them also not with me. i feel that no matter where you go or have any function, you wont think of me,right?

do you know that got one day, i was really really sad and dissapointed.if i no mistaken, i think is asked you to go for the T-music concert. that time we had only one ticket left. the first i thought of give it to you, thought that finally i can hang out with you, but what your answer is...ha?only one ticket?still wanna asked may yee them wo..(something like that right?) then finally you dont want to go. because they are not going, so you dont want to go? or what?i dont know... only you know the answer. you will thought of them whenever you have fun, but me?will you remember me whenever you are having fun?
i know sure u will say you asked me out everytime, and i rejected you. dun talk about cases pass long time ago,talk about recently. i remember you asked me to go mellaca with you and may yee gang, dont you know that i dun really like to hang out with them?other than that,sumtimes is too late night.
maybe you are really angry of me because i always rejected your invite. can you just let me know?if u r really angry, you can just scold me. i will understand. but you din. is this call BEST FRIEND?
i dont know how can i describe my sadness right now.really.....is really really sad and dissapointed.
i dont know whats our relationship now.best friend? is really best friend that understand you and know everything about you? or just (best)friend that just the word BEST FRIEnd?i duno your problem,your happiness, sadness and so on. i believe that no matter you are sad or happy,i am not the one you will tell. right?

i wanna be the REAL BEST FRIEND with you. but, seems like you dont really need me now.

*Sorry =(

2009-09-25T09:09:00.000-07:00

Sorry Han, wanna apologize to you.
do you know is about what?
sorry that didn't accompany you to see doctor.im really sorry. i promised to bring you go, but finally you went to see doctor alone.so so sorry. =(
actually i really forget d. till you told me that you wanna see doctor only i remember i haven bring you to see doctor.. hope you don't angry of me....sorry.SORRY...

* waiting for American Rejects

2009-09-23T18:57:00.000-07:00

ALL AMERICAN REJECTS!!!!!!
im waiting for you guys to come!! finally!!! they are coming to have concert at 1u!!!! yahoo!!!!!
i get the ticket by ahhan AGAIN.. haha! he found out that we can just get the ticket from digi once you register for the Unlimited Music. finally we register for that and we got the ticket!!!yipiyaya!!!!
HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!

* korea series 花样男子

2009-09-23T18:40:00.000-07:00

Really is a romantic story!!! although the story is same as meteor garden. but this drama got their own story too.
i really fall in love with all the character in this drama!!even the girl main character
i finished this movie long time ago, i think is last month. but i wanna share MY HAPPINESS here.hahaha!! because i m really crazy for them! =P

* End of working day at Astro Awani

2009-09-23T18:20:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!!! end of working day...

today is the second day that i no need to wake up at 4.30am to go for work..Phew~~~
i woke up at 4.30am and need to reach Astro at 5am since 19-22 Sept.(but im always late, woke up at 5am and reach at 5.40am hehe!). but i was late to work on 22th Sept.i reached there about 7.30am. feel so guilty..because one of the reporter didn't wear the baju kurung that she suppose to wear on that day just because of me.im late and the garment is not in the cupboard yet.somemore is the garment that she like. =( haihz~
is actually fun that working as a wardrobe.haha!dont know why..just feel fun.(without counting need to wake up at 4.30am la....) although is really boring. =P people is 做(work) till tired..but im 坐(sit) till tired.serious...i can actually sleep for 6-7hours, and work for 1hrs..i think not more than 1 hour.haha!
but on the 21st and 22nd Sept.had more things to do.better..

There was just one make up artist + hairstylish, suddently came 2/3person to make up and hair do, he cant handle it..so........i become 'temporary' hairstylish as well.haha!

* Victim A La Mode @ Mist Club

2009-09-20T10:34:00.000-07:00

Mist Club runway for this fashion show .

it was the first time im showcasing my collection. im actually embarrass to showcase.coz i dun have confidence with this collection.finally,i been pushed by julia to showcase my collection. really should thankz to her.if not,i wont have this chance to showcase my first collection in SML.and i won't had this chance to experience it. (my collection on the runway @ MistClub)

nearer shoot for my Avand Garde in this collection. and the TEXTURE that killed angelica and me. THANK Thanzk thankz alot to angelica for helping me to iron this small little tiny texture for the WHOLE DAY in SML not just one day,but few days.

I was actually still tacking my texture and hook and i on this dress that day.i had used the whole night to correct and tried to finshed it, but still not enough of time.because of the texture itself..really took me lots of time of tacking it.i didn't sleep the whole night.till early 4.30am,i still need to get ready to go for worked. i can't continue my tacking till 2pm i finshed worked and reached backstage at Mist club.FINALLY!!! it done before the show started.!! thankz god!!and this is the final piece (zoom in, the 'flower' is actually Kah Ai's idea. because i got no idea how to place my texture that haven done only it will look betta. =)

Thankz hui too..thankz you..you helped me to cut and unpicked.if u din helped me for that, i think my shirt still maintain long.haha!! thankz you o...

and this model is Eleen. i like she wear this design. =)

is such a good experience for me.really enjoy it..would love to have second showcase for my collection in the future.

im not doing well in this collection. but i WILL do it x100000 betta for my next collection!! i HOPE i COULD DO IT!!

p/s: video will be upload the other day. =) just have a look for some of the photos on that day.

here have two links that can view some of the photos on that day too..

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/photo.php?pid=3528260&id=589614047

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=317334&id=753840071&saved#/photo.php?pid=8981109&id=753840071

* sorry jie~

2009-09-17T08:44:00.000-07:00

sorry ler jie~~
don't know when you end your exam... and i din even wish you. =(
so sorry...but i know sure u can do it want,right?
i wish and hope you will have a very very good result,k?don't worry..sure you can geh... =)

all the best and BEST!!!! my lovely jie~~~ miss ya..muakz~~~~

* sad

2009-09-17T06:47:00.000-07:00

Today i have to go Astro to meet up a person (name her as Z). But then, last minute changed to Pavalion. so fine~ i just go college before go to Pavalion,so that i can continue my work at college after meeting up with Z.
I reached parking at 12.06/09pm, and i called up Z, she asked me to wait for her at Pavilion for 30min...so i put my stuff at college then i walk to Pavilion.(my gang of friends, no one is coming to college today) so i force to walk to Pavilion alone.
when i reached Pavilion,i think is around 12.20pm? (i don't know,i already forget)
To spend my time for waiting Z, i wanna have my lunch at Food Republic ( which a food court located at Pavilion) but because i scare Z reach Pavilion when im eating half way, finally decided to bought some bread.so that i can eat while im walking around and waiting.
i sms U, but u very long time only replied. is ok...coz finally U called. i though U will accompany me for lunch? but then, U dissapointed me. felt like U totally ignore me when U are having lunch. (maybe because waiting someone + doing nothing, no shopping,will feel the time pass slower.) Maybe U r really inconvenient on that time? i don't know.
Finally, i bought 2 bread and one egg tart for my lunch today. (besides, i already don't have money to eat those expensive food)
then i walk damn slowly, just to spend my time, so that no need to wait for so long.
finally i get a sit at somewhere around Pavilion to wait. (no money and no mood to shop, so just sat on a chair) U din chat with me, luckily angelica and Jackson sms with me.if not,i really don't know how to spend my time just sitting like that.i wanna sit on a comfortable sofa at The Coffee Bean stall..i looked at the people sitting at there,drinking coffee, so nice~~ but i lack of money, finally didn't think of it already.(although i got money, but is belongs to my mum, if nothing urgent, i don't feel like using it.)so i just sat on the chair and ate my bread.
wait....
wait...
wait.....
After i finished my bread, and it was almost 2pm only i received call from Z and i meet her up. then she brought me to the place that i need to work on this Sat.
i felt so embarrassing sitting on the chair more than 1hour. because it just infront of a shop.but what to do?i don't want to shop and i don't want to go those shop.
really sad when heard U said u were eating at cosway. i purposely sms U before UR lunch time.but.............??? im not angry with U, but SAD.

* MTV World Stage (15th Aug 2009)

2009-09-15T05:36:00.000-07:00

it was the first time i went to this kind of concert, Live Band Concert. it was AWESOME!
After i went to MTV World Stage, i fall in love with live band concert. i felt that it was much fun than normal concert. =P (but actually i LOVE concert, no matter is either live band or just normal singing.as long as it is a concert.)

We were late to the concert.The moment we were entering the gate, still got lots of peoples just entering.
Angelica and me RAN to lagoon beach (where the concert held) when we heard the song.........Dirty Little Secret. haha!!
the moment we reach the beach, the song, Dirty Little Secret ended. but American Rejects just started their performance, and that was just the first song (i think).
after american rejects, kasabian turns... i duno them..that's y din really enjoy their song... (sorry kasabian =P)

i fall in love with American Rejects after this concert..maybe because i just saw they perform. angelica and me missed out Boys like Girls, Hoobastank and so on.... I WANNA LISTEN TO HOOBASTANK's ,THE REASON in live!!!! (that is what comes to my mind when i reach the concert) but........... =(
American Reject's concert is coming soon...!!i hope i could go.hope their ticket not too expensive... =) WAITING FOR AMERICAN REJECTS!!!

* The-music festival @ bkt jalil 12/9/09

2009-09-14T07:12:00.000-07:00

Its was an AMAZING concert!!!!
侧田，容祖儿，陶吉吉，谢安琪，方大同， Soler, 李圣杰，张智成，动力火车，刘力扬，海鸣威， Chin, James, 陈伟联，郭晓薇， Manhand, 谢承伟，关智斌，陈势安，林健辉。included

i miss out James, 陈伟联, 谢承伟, and 陈势安. because we were late.
is ok..because i will go for this concert just because of 侧田. =P and the tickets is free!!! from han..i really love it. maybe i really enjoy concert..

something happen during Chin's performance.
i was concentrate on Chin's performance.( He was just started to sing and dance) suddenly, Han ask me to see the fire on the ground. it was just right beside the 'house' that entertain the VIP. Han told me that something is burning. i felt so scare, i tried to calm myself and told han that maybe is someone burning rubbish or something only.
but i saw the fire is getting stronger and there have fire cracks too, and is was getting nearer to the 'house'.. but still no one saw it. i cant concentrate to chin's performance already. im afraid that it will burn the 'house' or will explode. finally someone saw it . they tried to used A CUP OF WATER to put off the fire. but it works!haha!! (we were talking about the guy that used just A CUP OF WATER to put off fire)
Unfortunately, the fire not totally put off. then the mic suddenly 'bop', no more sound and the music is stop. then the screen started to black out, finally the whole concert went into darkness. all of us were so dissatisfied!! we 'boo...' because of this happen. then the host use the' 大声公' to askd the singer that haven peform to talk or sing for us. but we cant really listen clearly. maybe the VIP do?

i was afraid that the concert would not be continue.侧田 haven perform..!!!! how can they just cancel like that?
i was wrong!! suddenly one of the host took out a mic from backstage and TALK with the mic!! we get back to the fun!! HOORAY!! (but han dun have mood already) then the screen come back, FINALLY THE LIGHTING!!!! then Chin's continued his performance.. 侧田 is the last 3. =)
Phew~~~ luckily the concert continued.. its not wasting our time to wait at there for more than 30min.

i was so tired n sleepy..the concert continued till late night 2am+.. this was the first time that a concert end at 2am+. but it was REALLY FUN!!! thankz han~~

* WTF n sorry

2009-09-10T06:47:00.000-07:00

Why is k.l lack of waiting/pick up/parking area for personal car?izzit all the STUPID parking just belongs to all those FXXXing teksi and buses?

WTF!! damn fXXXing angry today.. (although im wrong in that situation too)
i was parked and waited in the car today... and that area is actually for teksi to pick up passengers. few teksi pass by or some of it just park in front of my car. but suddenly one of the FXXXing teksi driver (called him as A) park behind of my car and keep on honk at me.but i just ignore him. he then park right beside of my car. I knew that he wanna ask me to leave. but i act like can't see him and just looked around.after the teksi in front of my car left, then he parked in front of me and get down from his FXXXing car.the time he get down from his car, he non stop scolding and pointing at me with the FXXing 'indian style'!WTF?!!!
then another FXXXer honk at me and park right beside me TOO!!!! this time i looked at him, he show me the FXXXing BLACK face ( + he is an indian,thats y is BLACK!) and asked me to leave.
so fine~~~~ i leave.then what i saw is..the teksi driver A (his hand is still continued pointing at me with ''indian style'') still scolding at me! WHAT THE.....!!!!!!!!!

really damn angry!!wish i could get down from the car and whack both of them!!!!!

sorry angelica, make u need to start to work next week and need to skip your classes..really very sorry.i know that u are unhappy today...
don't unhappy....we know that teacher is like that.right?

* best friend

2009-09-09T04:31:00.000-07:00

好朋友是。。。 Best Friend are...
开心的时候陪你笑 Accompany you to laugh when u r happy
难过的时候给你抱抱 Give you hugzz when you feel sad
有好吃的分你一半 Share with you anything is nice
紧张的时候帮你加油 Cheer for you when you feel nervous
有心事找你诉苦 tell you every problem
没有事就八卦哈啦 Gossip/crap with you when feel free
血拼饮茶会想到你 Remember you when having fun
唱歌不能没有你 can't sing without you

this (forward)message appear in my mind once again~

* some feelings that i had today..

2009-09-08T08:24:00.000-07:00

movie: The Proposal
actually i dun feel like watching movie today...but i was in the cinema when the show started. funny huh?? (keep on feel like going home that time)
but im not regret to watching it, because is really a nice movie. =) hehe!!sorry ya....han. i really like both of the main character...!!

have interview tomorrow..scare~~ don't know what will they ask..hope that i can clam down myself when im having the interview..

everything can be done, just depends on u WANT or DON'T WANT, but not u CAN or CANNOT. i believe that, if u want to make it done, sure u can make it! trust yourself!

i need to push myself a bit harder to complete my last garment in this week.. i HAVE TO!!! I MUST!!!!!! and I CAN!!!!

* marketing presentation

2009-09-07T07:12:00.001-07:00

finally i done my proposal + presentation for my marketing. feel so relax right now..~~ i had experience for doing my work last minute lotz of time. i know the feeling is really bad. but i still keep on repeating it. even this time, my lecturer gave us 3-4months to finish our proposal and get ready for presentation on 7th Sept, but still.........i repeated the same THING!!although is just an easy proposal, i still stuck in 1300+ words. i gonna cry at that time..coz i really Fed up..

anyway, everything is over.. presentation is over, and proposal is submitted in this afternoon. what i feel now is....RELAX~~~~

wanna thankz to you, Amanda, han, lovely jie~~ and Xiu Long. really THANKZ YOU for helping me in this proposal!! nothing can say other than THANK YOU (X1000)!! REALLY!

*p/s: last months photos will be post on another day.. =)

* my FIRST 21st birthday celebration 09' @ Bambo9

2009-09-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

pictures having fun @ Bambo9
really having fun that night..and its really means 21st years old celebration to me..

* URBAN GROOVE charity dance concert 11/07/09

2009-09-07T05:58:00.000-07:00

my turn to perform!!but im not in the photo. =p

pro-dancers (excluded my sis n me)hahaha!!!is really had fun that night

they are pro-dancers in URBAN GROOVE.(what i feel)

* TIA 09'

2009-09-07T05:44:00.000-07:00

My design 'TWO ME' inspired by Phantom Of The Opera, Gerard Butler. first time get in to a competition..i was really really surprise when i received called from Triumph.i cant imagine that i really get into Top 10 finalist!i was blank out and duno how to answer the ques came from another side on the fon.coz i really shock!is really excited..but i didn't do well in this..regrets~~

My shots for TIA 09' first time had photo shoots in studio. =)

* MMU backstage dresser 09'

2009-09-07T05:39:00.001-07:00

Working, Playing, Eating， Walking.........Funny, Angry, Worry, Busy............
lots of things happen during the pageant week, but i still had fun.

~~Life is Changing Every Moment~~